Single Mom Night Out

by mssinglemama on October 12, 2007







Jessica Alba and Cash Warren tied the knot this weekend in a private ceremony. She’s expecting their baby girl in just a few weeks now.

I’ve written about this before … about celebrities, or just us plain old folks, who get married after happy accidents – i.e. pregnancy, or in my case, getting busted by the INS. Is the idea of being a single mom really that scary? That instead of just staying with your boyfriend, you make it official and permanent with marriage – just because you’re pregnant?

So many marriages are the result of an accidental pregnancy. Being a single parent is really not that

I can’t see inside of their relationship and I am not judging, I’m just posing a question:




Jessica Alba and Cash Warren tied the knot this weekend in a private ceremony. She’s expecting their baby girl in just a few weeks now.

I’ve written about this before … about celebrities, or just us plain old folks, who get married after happy accidents – i.e. pregnancy, or in my case, getting busted by the INS. Is the idea of being a single mom really that scary? That instead of just staying with your boyfriend, you make it official and permanent with marriage – just because you’re pregnant?

So many marriages are the result of an accidental pregnancy. Being a single parent is really not that

I can’t see inside of their relationship and I am not judging, I’m just posing a question:


Jessica Alba and Cash Warren tied the knot this weekend in a private ceremony. She’s expecting their baby girl in just a few weeks now.

I’ve written about this before … about celebrities, or just us plain old folks, who get married after happy accidents – i.e. pregnancy, or in my case, getting busted by the INS. Is the idea of being a single mom really that scary? That instead of just staying with your boyfriend, you make it official and permanent with marriage – just because you’re pregnant?

So many marriages are the result of an accidental pregnancy. Being a single parent is really not that

I can’t see inside of their relationship and I am not judging, I’m just posing a question:
I love Spring.

I love it for the obvious reasons. Spring cleaning with the windows open. Flowers blooming. New beginnings. And the icing on the cake? Topless male runners.

Should half-naked, sweating, hot as hell men be allowed to run down the sidewalks next to busy streets? I could crash. Seriously. It’s dangerous. What would happen if women did it? And guys if you think it’s different, you’re wrong. Because seeing a hot as hell guy with his shirt off is quite the treat for us ladies.

What’s wrong with me? I’m a mother for crying out loud! I can’t believe I’m even writing this.

I’m not supposed be checking guys out like this. And doing it from my car? It’s not like I could even get their numbers? I could start throwing paper airplanes at them. Or maybe bottles of water. Would that work?

Torture. Pure torture.

I could teach Benjamin to throw cookies at them. Or I could just roll down the car window and let him shout at them, “Hi! Hi! Hi!”

He does this to every one he sees. In stores, on streets, at the park and even from the car window. Doesn’t matter who you are. A hobo, a CEO, a goth dude, an old Russian lady – he’ll should “Hi!” repeatedly until you say “Hi” back. Convenient if I want to say “Hi” too.  ;  )

How do you pick up men? Do you pick up men? Guys, how do you pick us up? Secrets or tips anyone? Dish them please.




Jessica Alba and Cash Warren tied the knot this weekend in a private ceremony. She’s expecting their baby girl in just a few weeks now.

I’ve written about this before … about celebrities, or just us plain old folks, who get married after happy accidents – i.e. pregnancy, or in my case, getting busted by the INS. Is the idea of being a single mom really that scary? That instead of just staying with your boyfriend, you make it official and permanent with marriage – just because you’re pregnant?

So many marriages are the result of an accidental pregnancy. Being a single parent is really not that

I can’t see inside of their relationship and I am not judging, I’m just posing a question:


Jessica Alba and Cash Warren tied the knot this weekend in a private ceremony. She’s expecting their baby girl in just a few weeks now.

I’ve written about this before … about celebrities, or just us plain old folks, who get married after happy accidents – i.e. pregnancy, or in my case, getting busted by the INS. Is the idea of being a single mom really that scary? That instead of just staying with your boyfriend, you make it official and permanent with marriage – just because you’re pregnant?

So many marriages are the result of an accidental pregnancy. Being a single parent is really not that

I can’t see inside of their relationship and I am not judging, I’m just posing a question:
I love Spring.

I love it for the obvious reasons. Spring cleaning with the windows open. Flowers blooming. New beginnings. And the icing on the cake? Topless male runners.

Should half-naked, sweating, hot as hell men be allowed to run down the sidewalks next to busy streets? I could crash. Seriously. It’s dangerous. What would happen if women did it? And guys if you think it’s different, you’re wrong. Because seeing a hot as hell guy with his shirt off is quite the treat for us ladies.

What’s wrong with me? I’m a mother for crying out loud! I can’t believe I’m even writing this.

I’m not supposed be checking guys out like this. And doing it from my car? It’s not like I could even get their numbers? I could start throwing paper airplanes at them. Or maybe bottles of water. Would that work?

Torture. Pure torture.

I could teach Benjamin to throw cookies at them. Or I could just roll down the car window and let him shout at them, “Hi! Hi! Hi!”

He does this to every one he sees. In stores, on streets, at the park and even from the car window. Doesn’t matter who you are. A hobo, a CEO, a goth dude, an old Russian lady – he’ll should “Hi!” repeatedly until you say “Hi” back. Convenient if I want to say “Hi” too.  ;  )

How do you pick up men? Do you pick up men? Guys, how do you pick us up? Secrets or tips anyone? Dish them please.
I’ve been a single mom for 14 months now. But, technically, it’s been 27 months if you count … my pregnancy and my son’s first 4 months. I do because my husband was useless. He was actually a negative force and made things harder rather than easier. Which, of course, is why I left him. I often tell people, “being a single mom is easier than being a mom who is married to a jerk off husband.”

Of course, I edit the word “jerk off” depending on the company I’m in. Jerk off can be replaced with asshole, dick fuck or if I’m around old people – mean.

Now, 14 months after leaving him, my life is back in order.

I have a massive credit card debt to clean up and of course, a child to raise, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. So I’ve been dating. And it has been, to say the least, an incredible pain in the ass. Lots of ups, lots of downs. I’ve been asking myself – why am I so desperate to find someone?

Because it’s so hard to be alone? Yes. It is hard to be alone but I have never really liked being tied down and there’s no sense in rushing it just because I have a son. That is why I do feel rushed though – I think to myself – he’s only getting older. Soon he’s going to realize that he doesn’t have a dad. It’s just so hard. So I’m torn between the fact that in order to find someone there will be trials and errors. I just don’t want too many errors.

So what I’m discovering is that I am like a super speed dater. I date them and then eliminate them. But then I find myself getting eliminated also and that’s hard. If there are any games of cat and mouse. Any dating bull shit I get confused. Because I’m living in a very, very real world and dating bachelors who aren’t. Yes, their worlds are “real” but theirs are so far from my reality and often the two realities don’t mix. I’ve dated all kinds. The men who admit they have no idea what it could possibly be like and then there are the men who claim to know everything about raising a baby. This supreme knowledge came from caring for a friend’s baby or from watching over a niece or nephew. I think a nice in between guy would be ideal. But for anyone to say they know everything about babies when they haven’t even had their own is just completely audacious. But – they’re out there!

Last night I scooped Benjamin up out of his bed and took him into mine. I seldom do this because I want him to be a “good” all-night bed sleeper. But last night, I just couldn’t resist. I needed to cuddle with him and feel his little breaths on my face. And we both woke up feeling completely refreshed. He looked at me and smiled. A big, sunny smile and then he took his finger and stuck it right up my nose. Now, that’s what true love is really all about. How many men can really make me laugh that hard? Until I find one that can, it’s just going to be me and my little man.




Jessica Alba and Cash Warren tied the knot this weekend in a private ceremony. She’s expecting their baby girl in just a few weeks now.

I’ve written about this before … about celebrities, or just us plain old folks, who get married after happy accidents – i.e. pregnancy, or in my case, getting busted by the INS. Is the idea of being a single mom really that scary? That instead of just staying with your boyfriend, you make it official and permanent with marriage – just because you’re pregnant?

So many marriages are the result of an accidental pregnancy. Being a single parent is really not that

I can’t see inside of their relationship and I am not judging, I’m just posing a question:


Jessica Alba and Cash Warren tied the knot this weekend in a private ceremony. She’s expecting their baby girl in just a few weeks now.

I’ve written about this before … about celebrities, or just us plain old folks, who get married after happy accidents – i.e. pregnancy, or in my case, getting busted by the INS. Is the idea of being a single mom really that scary? That instead of just staying with your boyfriend, you make it official and permanent with marriage – just because you’re pregnant?

So many marriages are the result of an accidental pregnancy. Being a single parent is really not that

I can’t see inside of their relationship and I am not judging, I’m just posing a question:
I love Spring.

I love it for the obvious reasons. Spring cleaning with the windows open. Flowers blooming. New beginnings. And the icing on the cake? Topless male runners.

Should half-naked, sweating, hot as hell men be allowed to run down the sidewalks next to busy streets? I could crash. Seriously. It’s dangerous. What would happen if women did it? And guys if you think it’s different, you’re wrong. Because seeing a hot as hell guy with his shirt off is quite the treat for us ladies.

What’s wrong with me? I’m a mother for crying out loud! I can’t believe I’m even writing this.

I’m not supposed be checking guys out like this. And doing it from my car? It’s not like I could even get their numbers? I could start throwing paper airplanes at them. Or maybe bottles of water. Would that work?

Torture. Pure torture.

I could teach Benjamin to throw cookies at them. Or I could just roll down the car window and let him shout at them, “Hi! Hi! Hi!”

He does this to every one he sees. In stores, on streets, at the park and even from the car window. Doesn’t matter who you are. A hobo, a CEO, a goth dude, an old Russian lady – he’ll should “Hi!” repeatedly until you say “Hi” back. Convenient if I want to say “Hi” too.  ;  )

How do you pick up men? Do you pick up men? Guys, how do you pick us up? Secrets or tips anyone? Dish them please.
I’ve been a single mom for 14 months now. But, technically, it’s been 27 months if you count … my pregnancy and my son’s first 4 months. I do because my husband was useless. He was actually a negative force and made things harder rather than easier. Which, of course, is why I left him. I often tell people, “being a single mom is easier than being a mom who is married to a jerk off husband.”

Of course, I edit the word “jerk off” depending on the company I’m in. Jerk off can be replaced with asshole, dick fuck or if I’m around old people – mean.

Now, 14 months after leaving him, my life is back in order.

I have a massive credit card debt to clean up and of course, a child to raise, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. So I’ve been dating. And it has been, to say the least, an incredible pain in the ass. Lots of ups, lots of downs. I’ve been asking myself – why am I so desperate to find someone?

Because it’s so hard to be alone? Yes. It is hard to be alone but I have never really liked being tied down and there’s no sense in rushing it just because I have a son. That is why I do feel rushed though – I think to myself – he’s only getting older. Soon he’s going to realize that he doesn’t have a dad. It’s just so hard. So I’m torn between the fact that in order to find someone there will be trials and errors. I just don’t want too many errors.

So what I’m discovering is that I am like a super speed dater. I date them and then eliminate them. But then I find myself getting eliminated also and that’s hard. If there are any games of cat and mouse. Any dating bull shit I get confused. Because I’m living in a very, very real world and dating bachelors who aren’t. Yes, their worlds are “real” but theirs are so far from my reality and often the two realities don’t mix. I’ve dated all kinds. The men who admit they have no idea what it could possibly be like and then there are the men who claim to know everything about raising a baby. This supreme knowledge came from caring for a friend’s baby or from watching over a niece or nephew. I think a nice in between guy would be ideal. But for anyone to say they know everything about babies when they haven’t even had their own is just completely audacious. But – they’re out there!

Last night I scooped Benjamin up out of his bed and took him into mine. I seldom do this because I want him to be a “good” all-night bed sleeper. But last night, I just couldn’t resist. I needed to cuddle with him and feel his little breaths on my face. And we both woke up feeling completely refreshed. He looked at me and smiled. A big, sunny smile and then he took his finger and stuck it right up my nose. Now, that’s what true love is really all about. How many men can really make me laugh that hard? Until I find one that can, it’s just going to be me and my little man.
I’ve been a single mom for 14 months now. But, technically, it’s been 27 months if you count … my pregnancy and my son’s first 4 months. I do because my husband was useless. He was actually a negative force and made things harder rather than easier. Which, of course, is why I left him. I often tell people, “being a single mom is easier than being a mom who is married to a jerk off husband.”

Of course, I edit the word “jerk off” depending on the company I’m in. Jerk off can be replaced with asshole, dick fuck or if I’m around old people – mean.

Now, 14 months after leaving him, my life is back in order.

I have a massive credit card debt to clean up and of course, a child to raise, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. So I’ve been dating. And it has been, to say the least, an incredible pain in the ass. Lots of ups, lots of downs. I’ve been asking myself – why am I so desperate to find someone?

Because it’s so hard to be alone? Yes. It is hard to be alone but I have never really liked being tied down and there’s no sense in rushing it just because I have a son. That is why I do feel rushed though – I think to myself – he’s only getting older. Soon he’s going to realize that he doesn’t have a dad. It’s just so hard. So I’m torn between the fact that in order to find someone there will be trials and errors. I just don’t want too many errors.

So what I’m discovering is that I am like a super speed dater. I date them and then eliminate them. But then I find myself getting eliminated also and that’s hard. If there are any games of cat and mouse. Any dating bull shit I get confused. Because I’m living in a very, very real world and dating bachelors who aren’t. Yes, their worlds are “real” but theirs are so far from my reality and often the two realities don’t mix. I’ve dated all kinds. The men who admit they have no idea what it could possibly be like and then there are the men who claim to know everything about raising a baby. This supreme knowledge came from caring for a friend’s baby or from watching over a niece or nephew. I think a nice in between guy would be ideal. But for anyone to say they know everything about babies when they haven’t even had their own is just completely audacious. But – they’re out there!

Last night I scooped Benjamin up out of his bed and took him into mine. I seldom do this because I want him to be a “good” all-night bed sleeper. But last night, I just couldn’t resist. I needed to cuddle with him and feel his little breaths on my face. And we both woke up feeling completely refreshed. He looked at me and smiled. A big, sunny smile and then he took his finger and stuck it right up my nose. Now, that’s what true love is really all about. How many men can really make me laugh that hard? Until I find one that can, it’s just going to be me and my little man.

Once upon a time, before I became a single mom, I got married…

wedding-dress

And then my Prince Charming turned into a frog.

After marriage counseling, much soul ringing and yet another really nasty fight I decided it would be better to raise my four month old son alone than in that environment. So I packed up my things and left my husband, my career and my friends to move in with my mother and become a single mother.

During my first year as a single mom, I was hunting – searching for someone to rescue me.

Then something happened.

I opened my eyes and realized that I didn’t need a man at all, I just wanted one. There’s a big difference.

One year, many bad dates and a new apartment later I started this blog about being a single mom… everything that followed is documented here. Start at the beginning , watch my videos or catch up with a copy of Ms. Single Mama Uncensored: Dating, Sex and Love, a 120 page eBook that includes all of the back stories and juicy secrets you won’t find on my blog.

Characters

The Love of My Life – Benjamin

About-Ben

My true Prince Charming, Benjamin is now 5 years old. And, even though being a single mom is by far the most challenging circumstance anyone can imagine – I’d never want it any other way, and he’s the reason why.

The Single Mom – Alaina, aka Ms. Single Mama

I’m a single mom but I’m also a single woman, a writer, a novice photographer and a blogger. My fans call me inspirational and refreshing while my haters call me “a disgrace to my gender” and a bunch of other things too nasty to publish. I’ll let you decide what you think, but if you’re a total jerk there’s a good chance I’ll delete your comment – because the world has enough negative energy already.

My Man – Mr. Single Dad

He’s tall, he’s dark, he’s handsome and he’s absolutely wonderful. In fact, I had accepted the fact that he may never show up and had become quite content with that fact. That’s part of the reason why, I suppose, that we found each other. Love is really only possible if you love yourself first. And then… if you’re lucky, you’ll meet someone who compliments you – not completes you.

It’s only fitting that he is also a single parent. See more pictures of us here. Read about how we met here. And – update – how we got married here.

—–

My eBook (for free).

All you have to do is become a Facebook fan. Details are here.

The Next Chapter: Read Beauty and the Biker

Seth and I, now happily married, blog about blending our families at BeautyandtheBiker.com. See you there!

Media & Stuff

Past media appearances/interviews include:

Questions?

Start with my Frequently Asked Questions page.

My Business

Working for other people made it hard to leave work when Benjamin was sick or to even leave right at 5:00 to pick him up from school. So I started my own business. So far, very good.

Visit Cement Marketing.com, my Web Development, Search Engine Optimization and Social Marketing firm in Columbus Ohio for my blog on social and search marketing.

—-

Really? I’ll take it.

My blog was listed as one of the Top 100 Must-Read Blogs by Women by Blogtreprenuer.com.

Guaranteed Addictive




Jessica Alba and Cash Warren tied the knot this weekend in a private ceremony. She’s expecting their baby girl in just a few weeks now.

I’ve written about this before … about celebrities, or just us plain old folks, who get married after happy accidents – i.e. pregnancy, or in my case, getting busted by the INS. Is the idea of being a single mom really that scary? That instead of just staying with your boyfriend, you make it official and permanent with marriage – just because you’re pregnant?

So many marriages are the result of an accidental pregnancy. Being a single parent is really not that

I can’t see inside of their relationship and I am not judging, I’m just posing a question:


Jessica Alba and Cash Warren tied the knot this weekend in a private ceremony. She’s expecting their baby girl in just a few weeks now.

I’ve written about this before … about celebrities, or just us plain old folks, who get married after happy accidents – i.e. pregnancy, or in my case, getting busted by the INS. Is the idea of being a single mom really that scary? That instead of just staying with your boyfriend, you make it official and permanent with marriage – just because you’re pregnant?

So many marriages are the result of an accidental pregnancy. Being a single parent is really not that

I can’t see inside of their relationship and I am not judging, I’m just posing a question:
I love Spring.

I love it for the obvious reasons. Spring cleaning with the windows open. Flowers blooming. New beginnings. And the icing on the cake? Topless male runners.

Should half-naked, sweating, hot as hell men be allowed to run down the sidewalks next to busy streets? I could crash. Seriously. It’s dangerous. What would happen if women did it? And guys if you think it’s different, you’re wrong. Because seeing a hot as hell guy with his shirt off is quite the treat for us ladies.

What’s wrong with me? I’m a mother for crying out loud! I can’t believe I’m even writing this.

I’m not supposed be checking guys out like this. And doing it from my car? It’s not like I could even get their numbers? I could start throwing paper airplanes at them. Or maybe bottles of water. Would that work?

Torture. Pure torture.

I could teach Benjamin to throw cookies at them. Or I could just roll down the car window and let him shout at them, “Hi! Hi! Hi!”

He does this to every one he sees. In stores, on streets, at the park and even from the car window. Doesn’t matter who you are. A hobo, a CEO, a goth dude, an old Russian lady – he’ll should “Hi!” repeatedly until you say “Hi” back. Convenient if I want to say “Hi” too.  ;  )

How do you pick up men? Do you pick up men? Guys, how do you pick us up? Secrets or tips anyone? Dish them please.
I’ve been a single mom for 14 months now. But, technically, it’s been 27 months if you count … my pregnancy and my son’s first 4 months. I do because my husband was useless. He was actually a negative force and made things harder rather than easier. Which, of course, is why I left him. I often tell people, “being a single mom is easier than being a mom who is married to a jerk off husband.”

Of course, I edit the word “jerk off” depending on the company I’m in. Jerk off can be replaced with asshole, dick fuck or if I’m around old people – mean.

Now, 14 months after leaving him, my life is back in order.

I have a massive credit card debt to clean up and of course, a child to raise, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. So I’ve been dating. And it has been, to say the least, an incredible pain in the ass. Lots of ups, lots of downs. I’ve been asking myself – why am I so desperate to find someone?

Because it’s so hard to be alone? Yes. It is hard to be alone but I have never really liked being tied down and there’s no sense in rushing it just because I have a son. That is why I do feel rushed though – I think to myself – he’s only getting older. Soon he’s going to realize that he doesn’t have a dad. It’s just so hard. So I’m torn between the fact that in order to find someone there will be trials and errors. I just don’t want too many errors.

So what I’m discovering is that I am like a super speed dater. I date them and then eliminate them. But then I find myself getting eliminated also and that’s hard. If there are any games of cat and mouse. Any dating bull shit I get confused. Because I’m living in a very, very real world and dating bachelors who aren’t. Yes, their worlds are “real” but theirs are so far from my reality and often the two realities don’t mix. I’ve dated all kinds. The men who admit they have no idea what it could possibly be like and then there are the men who claim to know everything about raising a baby. This supreme knowledge came from caring for a friend’s baby or from watching over a niece or nephew. I think a nice in between guy would be ideal. But for anyone to say they know everything about babies when they haven’t even had their own is just completely audacious. But – they’re out there!

Last night I scooped Benjamin up out of his bed and took him into mine. I seldom do this because I want him to be a “good” all-night bed sleeper. But last night, I just couldn’t resist. I needed to cuddle with him and feel his little breaths on my face. And we both woke up feeling completely refreshed. He looked at me and smiled. A big, sunny smile and then he took his finger and stuck it right up my nose. Now, that’s what true love is really all about. How many men can really make me laugh that hard? Until I find one that can, it’s just going to be me and my little man.
I’ve been a single mom for 14 months now. But, technically, it’s been 27 months if you count … my pregnancy and my son’s first 4 months. I do because my husband was useless. He was actually a negative force and made things harder rather than easier. Which, of course, is why I left him. I often tell people, “being a single mom is easier than being a mom who is married to a jerk off husband.”

Of course, I edit the word “jerk off” depending on the company I’m in. Jerk off can be replaced with asshole, dick fuck or if I’m around old people – mean.

Now, 14 months after leaving him, my life is back in order.

I have a massive credit card debt to clean up and of course, a child to raise, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. So I’ve been dating. And it has been, to say the least, an incredible pain in the ass. Lots of ups, lots of downs. I’ve been asking myself – why am I so desperate to find someone?

Because it’s so hard to be alone? Yes. It is hard to be alone but I have never really liked being tied down and there’s no sense in rushing it just because I have a son. That is why I do feel rushed though – I think to myself – he’s only getting older. Soon he’s going to realize that he doesn’t have a dad. It’s just so hard. So I’m torn between the fact that in order to find someone there will be trials and errors. I just don’t want too many errors.

So what I’m discovering is that I am like a super speed dater. I date them and then eliminate them. But then I find myself getting eliminated also and that’s hard. If there are any games of cat and mouse. Any dating bull shit I get confused. Because I’m living in a very, very real world and dating bachelors who aren’t. Yes, their worlds are “real” but theirs are so far from my reality and often the two realities don’t mix. I’ve dated all kinds. The men who admit they have no idea what it could possibly be like and then there are the men who claim to know everything about raising a baby. This supreme knowledge came from caring for a friend’s baby or from watching over a niece or nephew. I think a nice in between guy would be ideal. But for anyone to say they know everything about babies when they haven’t even had their own is just completely audacious. But – they’re out there!

Last night I scooped Benjamin up out of his bed and took him into mine. I seldom do this because I want him to be a “good” all-night bed sleeper. But last night, I just couldn’t resist. I needed to cuddle with him and feel his little breaths on my face. And we both woke up feeling completely refreshed. He looked at me and smiled. A big, sunny smile and then he took his finger and stuck it right up my nose. Now, that’s what true love is really all about. How many men can really make me laugh that hard? Until I find one that can, it’s just going to be me and my little man.

Once upon a time, before I became a single mom, I got married…

wedding-dress

And then my Prince Charming turned into a frog.

After marriage counseling, much soul ringing and yet another really nasty fight I decided it would be better to raise my four month old son alone than in that environment. So I packed up my things and left my husband, my career and my friends to move in with my mother and become a single mother.

During my first year as a single mom, I was hunting – searching for someone to rescue me.

Then something happened.

I opened my eyes and realized that I didn’t need a man at all, I just wanted one. There’s a big difference.

One year, many bad dates and a new apartment later I started this blog about being a single mom… everything that followed is documented here. Start at the beginning , watch my videos or catch up with a copy of Ms. Single Mama Uncensored: Dating, Sex and Love, a 120 page eBook that includes all of the back stories and juicy secrets you won’t find on my blog.

Characters

The Love of My Life – Benjamin

About-Ben

My true Prince Charming, Benjamin is now 5 years old. And, even though being a single mom is by far the most challenging circumstance anyone can imagine – I’d never want it any other way, and he’s the reason why.

The Single Mom – Alaina, aka Ms. Single Mama

I’m a single mom but I’m also a single woman, a writer, a novice photographer and a blogger. My fans call me inspirational and refreshing while my haters call me “a disgrace to my gender” and a bunch of other things too nasty to publish. I’ll let you decide what you think, but if you’re a total jerk there’s a good chance I’ll delete your comment – because the world has enough negative energy already.

My Man – Mr. Single Dad

He’s tall, he’s dark, he’s handsome and he’s absolutely wonderful. In fact, I had accepted the fact that he may never show up and had become quite content with that fact. That’s part of the reason why, I suppose, that we found each other. Love is really only possible if you love yourself first. And then… if you’re lucky, you’ll meet someone who compliments you – not completes you.

It’s only fitting that he is also a single parent. See more pictures of us here. Read about how we met here. And – update – how we got married here.

—–

My eBook (for free).

All you have to do is become a Facebook fan. Details are here.

The Next Chapter: Read Beauty and the Biker

Seth and I, now happily married, blog about blending our families at BeautyandtheBiker.com. See you there!

Media & Stuff

Past media appearances/interviews include:

Questions?

Start with my Frequently Asked Questions page.

My Business

Working for other people made it hard to leave work when Benjamin was sick or to even leave right at 5:00 to pick him up from school. So I started my own business. So far, very good.

Visit Cement Marketing.com, my Web Development, Search Engine Optimization and Social Marketing firm in Columbus Ohio for my blog on social and search marketing.

—-

Really? I’ll take it.

My blog was listed as one of the Top 100 Must-Read Blogs by Women by Blogtreprenuer.com.

Guaranteed Addictive
I’ve been a single mom for 14 months now. But, technically, it’s been 27 months if you count … my pregnancy and my son’s first 4 months. I do because my husband was useless. He was actually a negative force and made things harder rather than easier. Which, of course, is why I left him. I often tell people, “being a single mom is easier than being a mom who is married to a jerk off husband.”

Of course, I edit the word “jerk off” depending on the company I’m in. Jerk off can be replaced with asshole, dick fuck or if I’m around old people – mean.

Now, 14 months after leaving him, my life is back in order.

I have a massive credit card debt to clean up and of course, a child to raise, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. So I’ve been dating. And it has been, to say the least, an incredible pain in the ass. Lots of ups, lots of downs. I’ve been asking myself – why am I so desperate to find someone?

Because it’s so hard to be alone? Yes. It is hard to be alone but I have never really liked being tied down and there’s no sense in rushing it just because I have a son. That is why I do feel rushed though – I think to myself – he’s only getting older. Soon he’s going to realize that he doesn’t have a dad. It’s just so hard. So I’m torn between the fact that in order to find someone there will be trials and errors. I just don’t want too many errors.

So what I’m discovering is that I am like a super speed dater. I date them and then eliminate them. But then I find myself getting eliminated also and that’s hard. If there are any games of cat and mouse. Any dating bull shit I get confused. Because I’m living in a very, very real world and dating bachelors who aren’t. Yes, their worlds are “real” but theirs are so far from my reality and often the two realities don’t mix. I’ve dated all kinds. The men who admit they have no idea what it could possibly be like and then there are the men who claim to know everything about raising a baby. This supreme knowledge came from caring for a friend’s baby or from watching over a niece or nephew. I think a nice in between guy would be ideal. But for anyone to say they know everything about babies when they haven’t even had their own is just completely audacious. But – they’re out there!

Last night I scooped Benjamin up out of his bed and took him into mine. I seldom do this because I want him to be a “good” all-night bed sleeper. But last night, I just couldn’t resist. I needed to cuddle with him and feel his little breaths on my face. And we both woke up feeling completely refreshed. He looked at me and smiled. A big, sunny smile and then he took his finger and stuck it right up my nose. Now, that’s what true love is really all about. How many men can really make me laugh that hard? Until I find one that can, it’s just going to be me and my little man.

Once upon a time, before I became a single mom, I got married…

wedding-dress

And then my Prince Charming turned into a frog.

After marriage counseling, much soul ringing and yet another really nasty fight I decided it would be better to raise my four month old son alone than in that environment. So I packed up my things and left my husband, my career and my friends to move in with my mother and become a single mother.

During my first year as a single mom, I was hunting – searching for someone to rescue me.

Then something happened.

I opened my eyes and realized that I didn’t need a man at all, I just wanted one. There’s a big difference.

One year, many bad dates and a new apartment later I started this blog about being a single mom… everything that followed is documented here. Start at the beginning , watch my videos or catch up with a copy of Ms. Single Mama Uncensored: Dating, Sex and Love, a 120 page eBook that includes all of the back stories and juicy secrets you won’t find on my blog.

Characters

The Love of My Life – Benjamin

About-Ben

My true Prince Charming, Benjamin is now 5 years old. And, even though being a single mom is by far the most challenging circumstance anyone can imagine – I’d never want it any other way, and he’s the reason why.

The Single Mom – Alaina, aka Ms. Single Mama

I’m a single mom but I’m also a single woman, a writer, a novice photographer and a blogger. My fans call me inspirational and refreshing while my haters call me “a disgrace to my gender” and a bunch of other things too nasty to publish. I’ll let you decide what you think, but if you’re a total jerk there’s a good chance I’ll delete your comment – because the world has enough negative energy already.

My Man – Mr. Single Dad

He’s tall, he’s dark, he’s handsome and he’s absolutely wonderful. In fact, I had accepted the fact that he may never show up and had become quite content with that fact. That’s part of the reason why, I suppose, that we found each other. Love is really only possible if you love yourself first. And then… if you’re lucky, you’ll meet someone who compliments you – not completes you.

It’s only fitting that he is also a single parent. See more pictures of us here. Read about how we met here. And – update – how we got married here.

—–

My eBook (for free).

All you have to do is become a Facebook fan. Details are here.

The Next Chapter: Read Beauty and the Biker

Seth and I, now happily married, blog about blending our families at BeautyandtheBiker.com. See you there!

Media & Stuff

Past media appearances/interviews include:

Questions?

Start with my Frequently Asked Questions page.

My Business

Working for other people made it hard to leave work when Benjamin was sick or to even leave right at 5:00 to pick him up from school. So I started my own business. So far, very good.

Visit Cement Marketing.com, my Web Development, Search Engine Optimization and Social Marketing firm in Columbus Ohio for my blog on social and search marketing.

—-

Really? I’ll take it.

My blog was listed as one of the Top 100 Must-Read Blogs by Women by Blogtreprenuer.com.

Guaranteed Addictive
Single Mom blogger, Alaina, Ms. Single Mama




Jessica Alba and Cash Warren tied the knot this weekend in a private ceremony. She’s expecting their baby girl in just a few weeks now.

I’ve written about this before … about celebrities, or just us plain old folks, who get married after happy accidents – i.e. pregnancy, or in my case, getting busted by the INS. Is the idea of being a single mom really that scary? That instead of just staying with your boyfriend, you make it official and permanent with marriage – just because you’re pregnant?

So many marriages are the result of an accidental pregnancy. Being a single parent is really not that

I can’t see inside of their relationship and I am not judging, I’m just posing a question:


Jessica Alba and Cash Warren tied the knot this weekend in a private ceremony. She’s expecting their baby girl in just a few weeks now.

I’ve written about this before … about celebrities, or just us plain old folks, who get married after happy accidents – i.e. pregnancy, or in my case, getting busted by the INS. Is the idea of being a single mom really that scary? That instead of just staying with your boyfriend, you make it official and permanent with marriage – just because you’re pregnant?

So many marriages are the result of an accidental pregnancy. Being a single parent is really not that

I can’t see inside of their relationship and I am not judging, I’m just posing a question:
I love Spring.

I love it for the obvious reasons. Spring cleaning with the windows open. Flowers blooming. New beginnings. And the icing on the cake? Topless male runners.

Should half-naked, sweating, hot as hell men be allowed to run down the sidewalks next to busy streets? I could crash. Seriously. It’s dangerous. What would happen if women did it? And guys if you think it’s different, you’re wrong. Because seeing a hot as hell guy with his shirt off is quite the treat for us ladies.

What’s wrong with me? I’m a mother for crying out loud! I can’t believe I’m even writing this.

I’m not supposed be checking guys out like this. And doing it from my car? It’s not like I could even get their numbers? I could start throwing paper airplanes at them. Or maybe bottles of water. Would that work?

Torture. Pure torture.

I could teach Benjamin to throw cookies at them. Or I could just roll down the car window and let him shout at them, “Hi! Hi! Hi!”

He does this to every one he sees. In stores, on streets, at the park and even from the car window. Doesn’t matter who you are. A hobo, a CEO, a goth dude, an old Russian lady – he’ll should “Hi!” repeatedly until you say “Hi” back. Convenient if I want to say “Hi” too.  ;  )

How do you pick up men? Do you pick up men? Guys, how do you pick us up? Secrets or tips anyone? Dish them please.
I’ve been a single mom for 14 months now. But, technically, it’s been 27 months if you count … my pregnancy and my son’s first 4 months. I do because my husband was useless. He was actually a negative force and made things harder rather than easier. Which, of course, is why I left him. I often tell people, “being a single mom is easier than being a mom who is married to a jerk off husband.”

Of course, I edit the word “jerk off” depending on the company I’m in. Jerk off can be replaced with asshole, dick fuck or if I’m around old people – mean.

Now, 14 months after leaving him, my life is back in order.

I have a massive credit card debt to clean up and of course, a child to raise, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. So I’ve been dating. And it has been, to say the least, an incredible pain in the ass. Lots of ups, lots of downs. I’ve been asking myself – why am I so desperate to find someone?

Because it’s so hard to be alone? Yes. It is hard to be alone but I have never really liked being tied down and there’s no sense in rushing it just because I have a son. That is why I do feel rushed though – I think to myself – he’s only getting older. Soon he’s going to realize that he doesn’t have a dad. It’s just so hard. So I’m torn between the fact that in order to find someone there will be trials and errors. I just don’t want too many errors.

So what I’m discovering is that I am like a super speed dater. I date them and then eliminate them. But then I find myself getting eliminated also and that’s hard. If there are any games of cat and mouse. Any dating bull shit I get confused. Because I’m living in a very, very real world and dating bachelors who aren’t. Yes, their worlds are “real” but theirs are so far from my reality and often the two realities don’t mix. I’ve dated all kinds. The men who admit they have no idea what it could possibly be like and then there are the men who claim to know everything about raising a baby. This supreme knowledge came from caring for a friend’s baby or from watching over a niece or nephew. I think a nice in between guy would be ideal. But for anyone to say they know everything about babies when they haven’t even had their own is just completely audacious. But – they’re out there!

Last night I scooped Benjamin up out of his bed and took him into mine. I seldom do this because I want him to be a “good” all-night bed sleeper. But last night, I just couldn’t resist. I needed to cuddle with him and feel his little breaths on my face. And we both woke up feeling completely refreshed. He looked at me and smiled. A big, sunny smile and then he took his finger and stuck it right up my nose. Now, that’s what true love is really all about. How many men can really make me laugh that hard? Until I find one that can, it’s just going to be me and my little man.
I’ve been a single mom for 14 months now. But, technically, it’s been 27 months if you count … my pregnancy and my son’s first 4 months. I do because my husband was useless. He was actually a negative force and made things harder rather than easier. Which, of course, is why I left him. I often tell people, “being a single mom is easier than being a mom who is married to a jerk off husband.”

Of course, I edit the word “jerk off” depending on the company I’m in. Jerk off can be replaced with asshole, dick fuck or if I’m around old people – mean.

Now, 14 months after leaving him, my life is back in order.

I have a massive credit card debt to clean up and of course, a child to raise, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. So I’ve been dating. And it has been, to say the least, an incredible pain in the ass. Lots of ups, lots of downs. I’ve been asking myself – why am I so desperate to find someone?

Because it’s so hard to be alone? Yes. It is hard to be alone but I have never really liked being tied down and there’s no sense in rushing it just because I have a son. That is why I do feel rushed though – I think to myself – he’s only getting older. Soon he’s going to realize that he doesn’t have a dad. It’s just so hard. So I’m torn between the fact that in order to find someone there will be trials and errors. I just don’t want too many errors.

So what I’m discovering is that I am like a super speed dater. I date them and then eliminate them. But then I find myself getting eliminated also and that’s hard. If there are any games of cat and mouse. Any dating bull shit I get confused. Because I’m living in a very, very real world and dating bachelors who aren’t. Yes, their worlds are “real” but theirs are so far from my reality and often the two realities don’t mix. I’ve dated all kinds. The men who admit they have no idea what it could possibly be like and then there are the men who claim to know everything about raising a baby. This supreme knowledge came from caring for a friend’s baby or from watching over a niece or nephew. I think a nice in between guy would be ideal. But for anyone to say they know everything about babies when they haven’t even had their own is just completely audacious. But – they’re out there!

Last night I scooped Benjamin up out of his bed and took him into mine. I seldom do this because I want him to be a “good” all-night bed sleeper. But last night, I just couldn’t resist. I needed to cuddle with him and feel his little breaths on my face. And we both woke up feeling completely refreshed. He looked at me and smiled. A big, sunny smile and then he took his finger and stuck it right up my nose. Now, that’s what true love is really all about. How many men can really make me laugh that hard? Until I find one that can, it’s just going to be me and my little man.

Once upon a time, before I became a single mom, I got married…

wedding-dress

And then my Prince Charming turned into a frog.

After marriage counseling, much soul ringing and yet another really nasty fight I decided it would be better to raise my four month old son alone than in that environment. So I packed up my things and left my husband, my career and my friends to move in with my mother and become a single mother.

During my first year as a single mom, I was hunting – searching for someone to rescue me.

Then something happened.

I opened my eyes and realized that I didn’t need a man at all, I just wanted one. There’s a big difference.

One year, many bad dates and a new apartment later I started this blog about being a single mom… everything that followed is documented here. Start at the beginning , watch my videos or catch up with a copy of Ms. Single Mama Uncensored: Dating, Sex and Love, a 120 page eBook that includes all of the back stories and juicy secrets you won’t find on my blog.

Characters

The Love of My Life – Benjamin

About-Ben

My true Prince Charming, Benjamin is now 5 years old. And, even though being a single mom is by far the most challenging circumstance anyone can imagine – I’d never want it any other way, and he’s the reason why.

The Single Mom – Alaina, aka Ms. Single Mama

I’m a single mom but I’m also a single woman, a writer, a novice photographer and a blogger. My fans call me inspirational and refreshing while my haters call me “a disgrace to my gender” and a bunch of other things too nasty to publish. I’ll let you decide what you think, but if you’re a total jerk there’s a good chance I’ll delete your comment – because the world has enough negative energy already.

My Man – Mr. Single Dad

He’s tall, he’s dark, he’s handsome and he’s absolutely wonderful. In fact, I had accepted the fact that he may never show up and had become quite content with that fact. That’s part of the reason why, I suppose, that we found each other. Love is really only possible if you love yourself first. And then… if you’re lucky, you’ll meet someone who compliments you – not completes you.

It’s only fitting that he is also a single parent. See more pictures of us here. Read about how we met here. And – update – how we got married here.

—–

My eBook (for free).

All you have to do is become a Facebook fan. Details are here.

The Next Chapter: Read Beauty and the Biker

Seth and I, now happily married, blog about blending our families at BeautyandtheBiker.com. See you there!

Media & Stuff

Past media appearances/interviews include:

Questions?

Start with my Frequently Asked Questions page.

My Business

Working for other people made it hard to leave work when Benjamin was sick or to even leave right at 5:00 to pick him up from school. So I started my own business. So far, very good.

Visit Cement Marketing.com, my Web Development, Search Engine Optimization and Social Marketing firm in Columbus Ohio for my blog on social and search marketing.

—-

Really? I’ll take it.

My blog was listed as one of the Top 100 Must-Read Blogs by Women by Blogtreprenuer.com.

Guaranteed Addictive
I’ve been a single mom for 14 months now. But, technically, it’s been 27 months if you count … my pregnancy and my son’s first 4 months. I do because my husband was useless. He was actually a negative force and made things harder rather than easier. Which, of course, is why I left him. I often tell people, “being a single mom is easier than being a mom who is married to a jerk off husband.”

Of course, I edit the word “jerk off” depending on the company I’m in. Jerk off can be replaced with asshole, dick fuck or if I’m around old people – mean.

Now, 14 months after leaving him, my life is back in order.

I have a massive credit card debt to clean up and of course, a child to raise, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. So I’ve been dating. And it has been, to say the least, an incredible pain in the ass. Lots of ups, lots of downs. I’ve been asking myself – why am I so desperate to find someone?

Because it’s so hard to be alone? Yes. It is hard to be alone but I have never really liked being tied down and there’s no sense in rushing it just because I have a son. That is why I do feel rushed though – I think to myself – he’s only getting older. Soon he’s going to realize that he doesn’t have a dad. It’s just so hard. So I’m torn between the fact that in order to find someone there will be trials and errors. I just don’t want too many errors.

So what I’m discovering is that I am like a super speed dater. I date them and then eliminate them. But then I find myself getting eliminated also and that’s hard. If there are any games of cat and mouse. Any dating bull shit I get confused. Because I’m living in a very, very real world and dating bachelors who aren’t. Yes, their worlds are “real” but theirs are so far from my reality and often the two realities don’t mix. I’ve dated all kinds. The men who admit they have no idea what it could possibly be like and then there are the men who claim to know everything about raising a baby. This supreme knowledge came from caring for a friend’s baby or from watching over a niece or nephew. I think a nice in between guy would be ideal. But for anyone to say they know everything about babies when they haven’t even had their own is just completely audacious. But – they’re out there!

Last night I scooped Benjamin up out of his bed and took him into mine. I seldom do this because I want him to be a “good” all-night bed sleeper. But last night, I just couldn’t resist. I needed to cuddle with him and feel his little breaths on my face. And we both woke up feeling completely refreshed. He looked at me and smiled. A big, sunny smile and then he took his finger and stuck it right up my nose. Now, that’s what true love is really all about. How many men can really make me laugh that hard? Until I find one that can, it’s just going to be me and my little man.

Once upon a time, before I became a single mom, I got married…

wedding-dress

And then my Prince Charming turned into a frog.

After marriage counseling, much soul ringing and yet another really nasty fight I decided it would be better to raise my four month old son alone than in that environment. So I packed up my things and left my husband, my career and my friends to move in with my mother and become a single mother.

During my first year as a single mom, I was hunting – searching for someone to rescue me.

Then something happened.

I opened my eyes and realized that I didn’t need a man at all, I just wanted one. There’s a big difference.

One year, many bad dates and a new apartment later I started this blog about being a single mom… everything that followed is documented here. Start at the beginning , watch my videos or catch up with a copy of Ms. Single Mama Uncensored: Dating, Sex and Love, a 120 page eBook that includes all of the back stories and juicy secrets you won’t find on my blog.

Characters

The Love of My Life – Benjamin

About-Ben

My true Prince Charming, Benjamin is now 5 years old. And, even though being a single mom is by far the most challenging circumstance anyone can imagine – I’d never want it any other way, and he’s the reason why.

The Single Mom – Alaina, aka Ms. Single Mama

I’m a single mom but I’m also a single woman, a writer, a novice photographer and a blogger. My fans call me inspirational and refreshing while my haters call me “a disgrace to my gender” and a bunch of other things too nasty to publish. I’ll let you decide what you think, but if you’re a total jerk there’s a good chance I’ll delete your comment – because the world has enough negative energy already.

My Man – Mr. Single Dad

He’s tall, he’s dark, he’s handsome and he’s absolutely wonderful. In fact, I had accepted the fact that he may never show up and had become quite content with that fact. That’s part of the reason why, I suppose, that we found each other. Love is really only possible if you love yourself first. And then… if you’re lucky, you’ll meet someone who compliments you – not completes you.

It’s only fitting that he is also a single parent. See more pictures of us here. Read about how we met here. And – update – how we got married here.

—–

My eBook (for free).

All you have to do is become a Facebook fan. Details are here.

The Next Chapter: Read Beauty and the Biker

Seth and I, now happily married, blog about blending our families at BeautyandtheBiker.com. See you there!

Media & Stuff

Past media appearances/interviews include:

Questions?

Start with my Frequently Asked Questions page.

My Business

Working for other people made it hard to leave work when Benjamin was sick or to even leave right at 5:00 to pick him up from school. So I started my own business. So far, very good.

Visit Cement Marketing.com, my Web Development, Search Engine Optimization and Social Marketing firm in Columbus Ohio for my blog on social and search marketing.

—-

Really? I’ll take it.

My blog was listed as one of the Top 100 Must-Read Blogs by Women by Blogtreprenuer.com.

Guaranteed Addictive
Single Mom blogger, Alaina, Ms. Single Mama
I’ve been a single mom for 14 months now. But, technically, it’s been 27 months if you count … my pregnancy and my son’s first 4 months. I do because my husband was useless. He was actually a negative force and made things harder rather than easier. Which, of course, is why I left him. I often tell people, “being a single mom is easier than being a mom who is married to a jerk off husband.”

Of course, I edit the word “jerk off” depending on the company I’m in. Jerk off can be replaced with asshole, dick fuck or if I’m around old people – mean.

Now, 14 months after leaving him, my life is back in order.

I have a massive credit card debt to clean up and of course, a child to raise, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. So I’ve been dating. And it has been, to say the least, an incredible pain in the ass. Lots of ups, lots of downs. I’ve been asking myself – why am I so desperate to find someone?

Because it’s so hard to be alone? Yes. It is hard to be alone but I have never really liked being tied down and there’s no sense in rushing it just because I have a son. That is why I do feel rushed though – I think to myself – he’s only getting older. Soon he’s going to realize that he doesn’t have a dad. It’s just so hard. So I’m torn between the fact that in order to find someone there will be trials and errors. I just don’t want too many errors.

So what I’m discovering is that I am like a super speed dater. I date them and then eliminate them. But then I find myself getting eliminated also and that’s hard. If there are any games of cat and mouse. Any dating bull shit I get confused. Because I’m living in a very, very real world and dating bachelors who aren’t. Yes, their worlds are “real” but theirs are so far from my reality and often the two realities don’t mix. I’ve dated all kinds. The men who admit they have no idea what it could possibly be like and then there are the men who claim to know everything about raising a baby. This supreme knowledge came from caring for a friend’s baby or from watching over a niece or nephew. I think a nice in between guy would be ideal. But for anyone to say they know everything about babies when they haven’t even had their own is just completely audacious. But – they’re out there!

Last night I scooped Benjamin up out of his bed and took him into mine. I seldom do this because I want him to be a “good” all-night bed sleeper. But last night, I just couldn’t resist. I needed to cuddle with him and feel his little breaths on my face. And we both woke up feeling completely refreshed. He looked at me and smiled. A big, sunny smile and then he took his finger and stuck it right up my nose. Now, that’s what true love is really all about. How many men can really make me laugh that hard? Until I find one that can, it’s just going to be me and my little man.

Once upon a time, before I became a single mom, I got married…

wedding-dress

And then my Prince Charming turned into a frog.

After marriage counseling, much soul ringing and yet another really nasty fight I decided it would be better to raise my four month old son alone than in that environment. So I packed up my things and left my husband, my career and my friends to move in with my mother and become a single mother.

During my first year as a single mom, I was hunting – searching for someone to rescue me.

Then something happened.

I opened my eyes and realized that I didn’t need a man at all, I just wanted one. There’s a big difference.

One year, many bad dates and a new apartment later I started this blog about being a single mom… everything that followed is documented here. Start at the beginning , watch my videos or catch up with a copy of Ms. Single Mama Uncensored: Dating, Sex and Love, a 120 page eBook that includes all of the back stories and juicy secrets you won’t find on my blog.

Characters

The Love of My Life – Benjamin

About-Ben

My true Prince Charming, Benjamin is now 5 years old. And, even though being a single mom is by far the most challenging circumstance anyone can imagine – I’d never want it any other way, and he’s the reason why.

The Single Mom – Alaina, aka Ms. Single Mama

I’m a single mom but I’m also a single woman, a writer, a novice photographer and a blogger. My fans call me inspirational and refreshing while my haters call me “a disgrace to my gender” and a bunch of other things too nasty to publish. I’ll let you decide what you think, but if you’re a total jerk there’s a good chance I’ll delete your comment – because the world has enough negative energy already.

My Man – Mr. Single Dad

He’s tall, he’s dark, he’s handsome and he’s absolutely wonderful. In fact, I had accepted the fact that he may never show up and had become quite content with that fact. That’s part of the reason why, I suppose, that we found each other. Love is really only possible if you love yourself first. And then… if you’re lucky, you’ll meet someone who compliments you – not completes you.

It’s only fitting that he is also a single parent. See more pictures of us here. Read about how we met here. And – update – how we got married here.

—–

My eBook (for free).

All you have to do is become a Facebook fan. Details are here.

The Next Chapter: Read Beauty and the Biker

Seth and I, now happily married, blog about blending our families at BeautyandtheBiker.com. See you there!

Media & Stuff

Past media appearances/interviews include:

Questions?

Start with my Frequently Asked Questions page.

My Business

Working for other people made it hard to leave work when Benjamin was sick or to even leave right at 5:00 to pick him up from school. So I started my own business. So far, very good.

Visit Cement Marketing.com, my Web Development, Search Engine Optimization and Social Marketing firm in Columbus Ohio for my blog on social and search marketing.

—-

Really? I’ll take it.

My blog was listed as one of the Top 100 Must-Read Blogs by Women by Blogtreprenuer.com.

Guaranteed Addictive
Single Mom blogger, Alaina, Ms. Single Mama
He holds my face in his hands and says before kissing me, “Are you feeling this?”

“Yes,” I answer, relieved. “It’s not just me, then?”

“No. It’s not just you,” he says.

“Has this ever happened to you before?” I ask.

“Nope.” He smiles into my eyes.

“Me neither.”

But we just met. This is only our second date.

How is this possible? How can we both be feeling what we’re feeling? Is this purely driven by our physical attraction to one another? Definitely not, I’ve felt that before–this is something entirely different. And I was attracted to him before I even met him. This is something I can’t describe and all of my skepticism all of my cynicism, all of my doubts that love like this exists in the world is immediately gone.

And I can say that this is worth everything preceding it, no matter what follows…

——

The first time I see him it is through the glare of my laptop screen.

I am smiling as I look at his profile pictures. My smile is almost obtrusive because I can’t make it stop. “Why are you smiling like this?” I say out loud. “Stop. Seriously, this is ridiculous. It’s just a profile.” But I can’t. I am talking to myself and smiling and struck.

There he is.

All smiles himself with lovely dark eyes that are smiling even when he is not, the outline of his dimples showing through his beard. In one picture he is holding his daughter on his lap, she one of two children he mentions in his profile.

“They’re incredible. And tiring. And funny. And totally worth all the hard work.”

I scan his stats.

He’s 6’3″, clearly gorgeous, gainfully employed in a position he loves. And then there’s his smile. And my smile. The one that is still on my face. Obtrusive and still there, five minutes later.

What is going on? This is nuts.

I had logged on that afternoon to delete my account on OkCupid.com. I had gone on one really awkward date and couldn’t bear the thought of going on anymore. It would be a waste of time. And I don’t want a man that badly. Not bad enough to do that again.

Before deleting my account I stopped, noticing a stock pile of inbound messages. Hmmmm…. who were these from? I scanned the inbox. Nah, nope, gross! And then there was his face and a message.

Evidently we’re 0% match, 41% friend, and 50% enemy. I think that’s pretty funny, because based on how you describe yourself and your “manperson”, I think we’d actually get along pretty well. So, guess I’m just saying Hi, and I’d like to talk sometime.

Keep being awesome.

We find out later we were 50% enemy because I hadn’t taken the time to properly fill out my profile. I write back immediately and after a few exchanges we have made a Saturday coffee date.

That day I can’t think about much else and after Benjamin marches off to Margaret’s house across the street, she’s my soul mate single mama neighbor, without whom I don’t know what I would do. We both trade our children back and forth all weekend, every weekend. This is one of those times and she’s happily acquired Benjamin so I can get dressed. But I can’t get dressed.

This never happens to me. Sure, I have trouble deciding on what to wear, but in this instance I am literally unable to even find something, anything to wear. The butterflies aren’t just flying around in my stomach–they are throwing punches. I end up electing to be on time rather than super cute and choose an old sweater over a t-shirt. Completely boring but at this point, this is a huge win–at least I am dressed.

On paper he is everything.

But what will he be like in person?

When I walk in, I see him on the couch. He jumps up and greets me and I can tell he’s just as nervous. He’s taller than I imagined. It’s not every day that six foot, three men are standing before you. His face is warm, sweet, kind and interesting. And in an instant I can tell that he has lived and survived through pain, real pain. The pain of divorce, the pain of raising two children through that. He is equally as strong as he is sensitive and caring. A dad, through and through. I immediately like him and feel like I’ve known him forever.

When we sit down the conversation starts and it doesn’t stop. We are talking (and laughing) for hours. I find out he has recently moved back to Ohio after four years in Texas, my favorite place on the planet. He has passions: his motorcycle, his songwriting, his children, who are five and six. And then, the coffee long gone, we take a walk from Cup o’ Joe into the Short North. We window shop, eat ice cream and when it’s time to get back to Benjamin he tells me he’d like to see me again.

And so it began…

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And here we are, kissing on my couch.

The butterflies are there, the lead weights are there. Everything is there and I have absolutely no reservations, no compromises, no settlements. I also have to stand corrected. On the Prince Charming stuff. While I don’t need to be rescued in any way, he definitely exists because, I have found mine.

To prevent any worries on your end, my sweet readers, because I know some of you may be thinking–that I am insane or that my body has been taken hostage by dopamine and other chemically, or hormonally induced forces… there will be no rushing the children into things. As badly as we want everyone to meet, introductions will be made slowly, very slowly. Like a month from now slowly. And even then we will be friends who have play dates once a week or bi-weekly.

We have both learned in the past that being a single parent dating requires patience and planning.




Jessica Alba and Cash Warren tied the knot this weekend in a private ceremony. She’s expecting their baby girl in just a few weeks now.

I’ve written about this before … about celebrities, or just us plain old folks, who get married after happy accidents – i.e. pregnancy, or in my case, getting busted by the INS. Is the idea of being a single mom really that scary? That instead of just staying with your boyfriend, you make it official and permanent with marriage – just because you’re pregnant?

So many marriages are the result of an accidental pregnancy. Being a single parent is really not that

I can’t see inside of their relationship and I am not judging, I’m just posing a question:


Jessica Alba and Cash Warren tied the knot this weekend in a private ceremony. She’s expecting their baby girl in just a few weeks now.

I’ve written about this before … about celebrities, or just us plain old folks, who get married after happy accidents – i.e. pregnancy, or in my case, getting busted by the INS. Is the idea of being a single mom really that scary? That instead of just staying with your boyfriend, you make it official and permanent with marriage – just because you’re pregnant?

So many marriages are the result of an accidental pregnancy. Being a single parent is really not that

I can’t see inside of their relationship and I am not judging, I’m just posing a question:
I love Spring.

I love it for the obvious reasons. Spring cleaning with the windows open. Flowers blooming. New beginnings. And the icing on the cake? Topless male runners.

Should half-naked, sweating, hot as hell men be allowed to run down the sidewalks next to busy streets? I could crash. Seriously. It’s dangerous. What would happen if women did it? And guys if you think it’s different, you’re wrong. Because seeing a hot as hell guy with his shirt off is quite the treat for us ladies.

What’s wrong with me? I’m a mother for crying out loud! I can’t believe I’m even writing this.

I’m not supposed be checking guys out like this. And doing it from my car? It’s not like I could even get their numbers? I could start throwing paper airplanes at them. Or maybe bottles of water. Would that work?

Torture. Pure torture.

I could teach Benjamin to throw cookies at them. Or I could just roll down the car window and let him shout at them, “Hi! Hi! Hi!”

He does this to every one he sees. In stores, on streets, at the park and even from the car window. Doesn’t matter who you are. A hobo, a CEO, a goth dude, an old Russian lady – he’ll should “Hi!” repeatedly until you say “Hi” back. Convenient if I want to say “Hi” too.  ;  )

How do you pick up men? Do you pick up men? Guys, how do you pick us up? Secrets or tips anyone? Dish them please.
I’ve been a single mom for 14 months now. But, technically, it’s been 27 months if you count … my pregnancy and my son’s first 4 months. I do because my husband was useless. He was actually a negative force and made things harder rather than easier. Which, of course, is why I left him. I often tell people, “being a single mom is easier than being a mom who is married to a jerk off husband.”

Of course, I edit the word “jerk off” depending on the company I’m in. Jerk off can be replaced with asshole, dick fuck or if I’m around old people – mean.

Now, 14 months after leaving him, my life is back in order.

I have a massive credit card debt to clean up and of course, a child to raise, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. So I’ve been dating. And it has been, to say the least, an incredible pain in the ass. Lots of ups, lots of downs. I’ve been asking myself – why am I so desperate to find someone?

Because it’s so hard to be alone? Yes. It is hard to be alone but I have never really liked being tied down and there’s no sense in rushing it just because I have a son. That is why I do feel rushed though – I think to myself – he’s only getting older. Soon he’s going to realize that he doesn’t have a dad. It’s just so hard. So I’m torn between the fact that in order to find someone there will be trials and errors. I just don’t want too many errors.

So what I’m discovering is that I am like a super speed dater. I date them and then eliminate them. But then I find myself getting eliminated also and that’s hard. If there are any games of cat and mouse. Any dating bull shit I get confused. Because I’m living in a very, very real world and dating bachelors who aren’t. Yes, their worlds are “real” but theirs are so far from my reality and often the two realities don’t mix. I’ve dated all kinds. The men who admit they have no idea what it could possibly be like and then there are the men who claim to know everything about raising a baby. This supreme knowledge came from caring for a friend’s baby or from watching over a niece or nephew. I think a nice in between guy would be ideal. But for anyone to say they know everything about babies when they haven’t even had their own is just completely audacious. But – they’re out there!

Last night I scooped Benjamin up out of his bed and took him into mine. I seldom do this because I want him to be a “good” all-night bed sleeper. But last night, I just couldn’t resist. I needed to cuddle with him and feel his little breaths on my face. And we both woke up feeling completely refreshed. He looked at me and smiled. A big, sunny smile and then he took his finger and stuck it right up my nose. Now, that’s what true love is really all about. How many men can really make me laugh that hard? Until I find one that can, it’s just going to be me and my little man.
I’ve been a single mom for 14 months now. But, technically, it’s been 27 months if you count … my pregnancy and my son’s first 4 months. I do because my husband was useless. He was actually a negative force and made things harder rather than easier. Which, of course, is why I left him. I often tell people, “being a single mom is easier than being a mom who is married to a jerk off husband.”

Of course, I edit the word “jerk off” depending on the company I’m in. Jerk off can be replaced with asshole, dick fuck or if I’m around old people – mean.

Now, 14 months after leaving him, my life is back in order.

I have a massive credit card debt to clean up and of course, a child to raise, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. So I’ve been dating. And it has been, to say the least, an incredible pain in the ass. Lots of ups, lots of downs. I’ve been asking myself – why am I so desperate to find someone?

Because it’s so hard to be alone? Yes. It is hard to be alone but I have never really liked being tied down and there’s no sense in rushing it just because I have a son. That is why I do feel rushed though – I think to myself – he’s only getting older. Soon he’s going to realize that he doesn’t have a dad. It’s just so hard. So I’m torn between the fact that in order to find someone there will be trials and errors. I just don’t want too many errors.

So what I’m discovering is that I am like a super speed dater. I date them and then eliminate them. But then I find myself getting eliminated also and that’s hard. If there are any games of cat and mouse. Any dating bull shit I get confused. Because I’m living in a very, very real world and dating bachelors who aren’t. Yes, their worlds are “real” but theirs are so far from my reality and often the two realities don’t mix. I’ve dated all kinds. The men who admit they have no idea what it could possibly be like and then there are the men who claim to know everything about raising a baby. This supreme knowledge came from caring for a friend’s baby or from watching over a niece or nephew. I think a nice in between guy would be ideal. But for anyone to say they know everything about babies when they haven’t even had their own is just completely audacious. But – they’re out there!

Last night I scooped Benjamin up out of his bed and took him into mine. I seldom do this because I want him to be a “good” all-night bed sleeper. But last night, I just couldn’t resist. I needed to cuddle with him and feel his little breaths on my face. And we both woke up feeling completely refreshed. He looked at me and smiled. A big, sunny smile and then he took his finger and stuck it right up my nose. Now, that’s what true love is really all about. How many men can really make me laugh that hard? Until I find one that can, it’s just going to be me and my little man.

Once upon a time, before I became a single mom, I got married…

wedding-dress

And then my Prince Charming turned into a frog.

After marriage counseling, much soul ringing and yet another really nasty fight I decided it would be better to raise my four month old son alone than in that environment. So I packed up my things and left my husband, my career and my friends to move in with my mother and become a single mother.

During my first year as a single mom, I was hunting – searching for someone to rescue me.

Then something happened.

I opened my eyes and realized that I didn’t need a man at all, I just wanted one. There’s a big difference.

One year, many bad dates and a new apartment later I started this blog about being a single mom… everything that followed is documented here. Start at the beginning , watch my videos or catch up with a copy of Ms. Single Mama Uncensored: Dating, Sex and Love, a 120 page eBook that includes all of the back stories and juicy secrets you won’t find on my blog.

Characters

The Love of My Life – Benjamin

About-Ben

My true Prince Charming, Benjamin is now 5 years old. And, even though being a single mom is by far the most challenging circumstance anyone can imagine – I’d never want it any other way, and he’s the reason why.

The Single Mom – Alaina, aka Ms. Single Mama

I’m a single mom but I’m also a single woman, a writer, a novice photographer and a blogger. My fans call me inspirational and refreshing while my haters call me “a disgrace to my gender” and a bunch of other things too nasty to publish. I’ll let you decide what you think, but if you’re a total jerk there’s a good chance I’ll delete your comment – because the world has enough negative energy already.

My Man – Mr. Single Dad

He’s tall, he’s dark, he’s handsome and he’s absolutely wonderful. In fact, I had accepted the fact that he may never show up and had become quite content with that fact. That’s part of the reason why, I suppose, that we found each other. Love is really only possible if you love yourself first. And then… if you’re lucky, you’ll meet someone who compliments you – not completes you.

It’s only fitting that he is also a single parent. See more pictures of us here. Read about how we met here. And – update – how we got married here.

—–

My eBook (for free).

All you have to do is become a Facebook fan. Details are here.

The Next Chapter: Read Beauty and the Biker

Seth and I, now happily married, blog about blending our families at BeautyandtheBiker.com. See you there!

Media & Stuff

Past media appearances/interviews include:

Questions?

Start with my Frequently Asked Questions page.

My Business

Working for other people made it hard to leave work when Benjamin was sick or to even leave right at 5:00 to pick him up from school. So I started my own business. So far, very good.

Visit Cement Marketing.com, my Web Development, Search Engine Optimization and Social Marketing firm in Columbus Ohio for my blog on social and search marketing.

—-

Really? I’ll take it.

My blog was listed as one of the Top 100 Must-Read Blogs by Women by Blogtreprenuer.com.

Guaranteed Addictive
I’ve been a single mom for 14 months now. But, technically, it’s been 27 months if you count … my pregnancy and my son’s first 4 months. I do because my husband was useless. He was actually a negative force and made things harder rather than easier. Which, of course, is why I left him. I often tell people, “being a single mom is easier than being a mom who is married to a jerk off husband.”

Of course, I edit the word “jerk off” depending on the company I’m in. Jerk off can be replaced with asshole, dick fuck or if I’m around old people – mean.

Now, 14 months after leaving him, my life is back in order.

I have a massive credit card debt to clean up and of course, a child to raise, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. So I’ve been dating. And it has been, to say the least, an incredible pain in the ass. Lots of ups, lots of downs. I’ve been asking myself – why am I so desperate to find someone?

Because it’s so hard to be alone? Yes. It is hard to be alone but I have never really liked being tied down and there’s no sense in rushing it just because I have a son. That is why I do feel rushed though – I think to myself – he’s only getting older. Soon he’s going to realize that he doesn’t have a dad. It’s just so hard. So I’m torn between the fact that in order to find someone there will be trials and errors. I just don’t want too many errors.

So what I’m discovering is that I am like a super speed dater. I date them and then eliminate them. But then I find myself getting eliminated also and that’s hard. If there are any games of cat and mouse. Any dating bull shit I get confused. Because I’m living in a very, very real world and dating bachelors who aren’t. Yes, their worlds are “real” but theirs are so far from my reality and often the two realities don’t mix. I’ve dated all kinds. The men who admit they have no idea what it could possibly be like and then there are the men who claim to know everything about raising a baby. This supreme knowledge came from caring for a friend’s baby or from watching over a niece or nephew. I think a nice in between guy would be ideal. But for anyone to say they know everything about babies when they haven’t even had their own is just completely audacious. But – they’re out there!

Last night I scooped Benjamin up out of his bed and took him into mine. I seldom do this because I want him to be a “good” all-night bed sleeper. But last night, I just couldn’t resist. I needed to cuddle with him and feel his little breaths on my face. And we both woke up feeling completely refreshed. He looked at me and smiled. A big, sunny smile and then he took his finger and stuck it right up my nose. Now, that’s what true love is really all about. How many men can really make me laugh that hard? Until I find one that can, it’s just going to be me and my little man.

Once upon a time, before I became a single mom, I got married…

wedding-dress

And then my Prince Charming turned into a frog.

After marriage counseling, much soul ringing and yet another really nasty fight I decided it would be better to raise my four month old son alone than in that environment. So I packed up my things and left my husband, my career and my friends to move in with my mother and become a single mother.

During my first year as a single mom, I was hunting – searching for someone to rescue me.

Then something happened.

I opened my eyes and realized that I didn’t need a man at all, I just wanted one. There’s a big difference.

One year, many bad dates and a new apartment later I started this blog about being a single mom… everything that followed is documented here. Start at the beginning , watch my videos or catch up with a copy of Ms. Single Mama Uncensored: Dating, Sex and Love, a 120 page eBook that includes all of the back stories and juicy secrets you won’t find on my blog.

Characters

The Love of My Life – Benjamin

About-Ben

My true Prince Charming, Benjamin is now 5 years old. And, even though being a single mom is by far the most challenging circumstance anyone can imagine – I’d never want it any other way, and he’s the reason why.

The Single Mom – Alaina, aka Ms. Single Mama

I’m a single mom but I’m also a single woman, a writer, a novice photographer and a blogger. My fans call me inspirational and refreshing while my haters call me “a disgrace to my gender” and a bunch of other things too nasty to publish. I’ll let you decide what you think, but if you’re a total jerk there’s a good chance I’ll delete your comment – because the world has enough negative energy already.

My Man – Mr. Single Dad

He’s tall, he’s dark, he’s handsome and he’s absolutely wonderful. In fact, I had accepted the fact that he may never show up and had become quite content with that fact. That’s part of the reason why, I suppose, that we found each other. Love is really only possible if you love yourself first. And then… if you’re lucky, you’ll meet someone who compliments you – not completes you.

It’s only fitting that he is also a single parent. See more pictures of us here. Read about how we met here. And – update – how we got married here.

—–

My eBook (for free).

All you have to do is become a Facebook fan. Details are here.

The Next Chapter: Read Beauty and the Biker

Seth and I, now happily married, blog about blending our families at BeautyandtheBiker.com. See you there!

Media & Stuff

Past media appearances/interviews include:

Questions?

Start with my Frequently Asked Questions page.

My Business

Working for other people made it hard to leave work when Benjamin was sick or to even leave right at 5:00 to pick him up from school. So I started my own business. So far, very good.

Visit Cement Marketing.com, my Web Development, Search Engine Optimization and Social Marketing firm in Columbus Ohio for my blog on social and search marketing.

—-

Really? I’ll take it.

My blog was listed as one of the Top 100 Must-Read Blogs by Women by Blogtreprenuer.com.

Guaranteed Addictive
Single Mom blogger, Alaina, Ms. Single Mama
I’ve been a single mom for 14 months now. But, technically, it’s been 27 months if you count … my pregnancy and my son’s first 4 months. I do because my husband was useless. He was actually a negative force and made things harder rather than easier. Which, of course, is why I left him. I often tell people, “being a single mom is easier than being a mom who is married to a jerk off husband.”

Of course, I edit the word “jerk off” depending on the company I’m in. Jerk off can be replaced with asshole, dick fuck or if I’m around old people – mean.

Now, 14 months after leaving him, my life is back in order.

I have a massive credit card debt to clean up and of course, a child to raise, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. So I’ve been dating. And it has been, to say the least, an incredible pain in the ass. Lots of ups, lots of downs. I’ve been asking myself – why am I so desperate to find someone?

Because it’s so hard to be alone? Yes. It is hard to be alone but I have never really liked being tied down and there’s no sense in rushing it just because I have a son. That is why I do feel rushed though – I think to myself – he’s only getting older. Soon he’s going to realize that he doesn’t have a dad. It’s just so hard. So I’m torn between the fact that in order to find someone there will be trials and errors. I just don’t want too many errors.

So what I’m discovering is that I am like a super speed dater. I date them and then eliminate them. But then I find myself getting eliminated also and that’s hard. If there are any games of cat and mouse. Any dating bull shit I get confused. Because I’m living in a very, very real world and dating bachelors who aren’t. Yes, their worlds are “real” but theirs are so far from my reality and often the two realities don’t mix. I’ve dated all kinds. The men who admit they have no idea what it could possibly be like and then there are the men who claim to know everything about raising a baby. This supreme knowledge came from caring for a friend’s baby or from watching over a niece or nephew. I think a nice in between guy would be ideal. But for anyone to say they know everything about babies when they haven’t even had their own is just completely audacious. But – they’re out there!

Last night I scooped Benjamin up out of his bed and took him into mine. I seldom do this because I want him to be a “good” all-night bed sleeper. But last night, I just couldn’t resist. I needed to cuddle with him and feel his little breaths on my face. And we both woke up feeling completely refreshed. He looked at me and smiled. A big, sunny smile and then he took his finger and stuck it right up my nose. Now, that’s what true love is really all about. How many men can really make me laugh that hard? Until I find one that can, it’s just going to be me and my little man.

Once upon a time, before I became a single mom, I got married…

wedding-dress

And then my Prince Charming turned into a frog.

After marriage counseling, much soul ringing and yet another really nasty fight I decided it would be better to raise my four month old son alone than in that environment. So I packed up my things and left my husband, my career and my friends to move in with my mother and become a single mother.

During my first year as a single mom, I was hunting – searching for someone to rescue me.

Then something happened.

I opened my eyes and realized that I didn’t need a man at all, I just wanted one. There’s a big difference.

One year, many bad dates and a new apartment later I started this blog about being a single mom… everything that followed is documented here. Start at the beginning , watch my videos or catch up with a copy of Ms. Single Mama Uncensored: Dating, Sex and Love, a 120 page eBook that includes all of the back stories and juicy secrets you won’t find on my blog.

Characters

The Love of My Life – Benjamin

About-Ben

My true Prince Charming, Benjamin is now 5 years old. And, even though being a single mom is by far the most challenging circumstance anyone can imagine – I’d never want it any other way, and he’s the reason why.

The Single Mom – Alaina, aka Ms. Single Mama

I’m a single mom but I’m also a single woman, a writer, a novice photographer and a blogger. My fans call me inspirational and refreshing while my haters call me “a disgrace to my gender” and a bunch of other things too nasty to publish. I’ll let you decide what you think, but if you’re a total jerk there’s a good chance I’ll delete your comment – because the world has enough negative energy already.

My Man – Mr. Single Dad

He’s tall, he’s dark, he’s handsome and he’s absolutely wonderful. In fact, I had accepted the fact that he may never show up and had become quite content with that fact. That’s part of the reason why, I suppose, that we found each other. Love is really only possible if you love yourself first. And then… if you’re lucky, you’ll meet someone who compliments you – not completes you.

It’s only fitting that he is also a single parent. See more pictures of us here. Read about how we met here. And – update – how we got married here.

—–

My eBook (for free).

All you have to do is become a Facebook fan. Details are here.

The Next Chapter: Read Beauty and the Biker

Seth and I, now happily married, blog about blending our families at BeautyandtheBiker.com. See you there!

Media & Stuff

Past media appearances/interviews include:

Questions?

Start with my Frequently Asked Questions page.

My Business

Working for other people made it hard to leave work when Benjamin was sick or to even leave right at 5:00 to pick him up from school. So I started my own business. So far, very good.

Visit Cement Marketing.com, my Web Development, Search Engine Optimization and Social Marketing firm in Columbus Ohio for my blog on social and search marketing.

—-

Really? I’ll take it.

My blog was listed as one of the Top 100 Must-Read Blogs by Women by Blogtreprenuer.com.

Guaranteed Addictive
Single Mom blogger, Alaina, Ms. Single Mama
He holds my face in his hands and says before kissing me, “Are you feeling this?”

“Yes,” I answer, relieved. “It’s not just me, then?”

“No. It’s not just you,” he says.

“Has this ever happened to you before?” I ask.

“Nope.” He smiles into my eyes.

“Me neither.”

But we just met. This is only our second date.

How is this possible? How can we both be feeling what we’re feeling? Is this purely driven by our physical attraction to one another? Definitely not, I’ve felt that before–this is something entirely different. And I was attracted to him before I even met him. This is something I can’t describe and all of my skepticism all of my cynicism, all of my doubts that love like this exists in the world is immediately gone.

And I can say that this is worth everything preceding it, no matter what follows…

——

The first time I see him it is through the glare of my laptop screen.

I am smiling as I look at his profile pictures. My smile is almost obtrusive because I can’t make it stop. “Why are you smiling like this?” I say out loud. “Stop. Seriously, this is ridiculous. It’s just a profile.” But I can’t. I am talking to myself and smiling and struck.

There he is.

All smiles himself with lovely dark eyes that are smiling even when he is not, the outline of his dimples showing through his beard. In one picture he is holding his daughter on his lap, she one of two children he mentions in his profile.

“They’re incredible. And tiring. And funny. And totally worth all the hard work.”

I scan his stats.

He’s 6’3″, clearly gorgeous, gainfully employed in a position he loves. And then there’s his smile. And my smile. The one that is still on my face. Obtrusive and still there, five minutes later.

What is going on? This is nuts.

I had logged on that afternoon to delete my account on OkCupid.com. I had gone on one really awkward date and couldn’t bear the thought of going on anymore. It would be a waste of time. And I don’t want a man that badly. Not bad enough to do that again.

Before deleting my account I stopped, noticing a stock pile of inbound messages. Hmmmm…. who were these from? I scanned the inbox. Nah, nope, gross! And then there was his face and a message.

Evidently we’re 0% match, 41% friend, and 50% enemy. I think that’s pretty funny, because based on how you describe yourself and your “manperson”, I think we’d actually get along pretty well. So, guess I’m just saying Hi, and I’d like to talk sometime.

Keep being awesome.

We find out later we were 50% enemy because I hadn’t taken the time to properly fill out my profile. I write back immediately and after a few exchanges we have made a Saturday coffee date.

That day I can’t think about much else and after Benjamin marches off to Margaret’s house across the street, she’s my soul mate single mama neighbor, without whom I don’t know what I would do. We both trade our children back and forth all weekend, every weekend. This is one of those times and she’s happily acquired Benjamin so I can get dressed. But I can’t get dressed.

This never happens to me. Sure, I have trouble deciding on what to wear, but in this instance I am literally unable to even find something, anything to wear. The butterflies aren’t just flying around in my stomach–they are throwing punches. I end up electing to be on time rather than super cute and choose an old sweater over a t-shirt. Completely boring but at this point, this is a huge win–at least I am dressed.

On paper he is everything.

But what will he be like in person?

When I walk in, I see him on the couch. He jumps up and greets me and I can tell he’s just as nervous. He’s taller than I imagined. It’s not every day that six foot, three men are standing before you. His face is warm, sweet, kind and interesting. And in an instant I can tell that he has lived and survived through pain, real pain. The pain of divorce, the pain of raising two children through that. He is equally as strong as he is sensitive and caring. A dad, through and through. I immediately like him and feel like I’ve known him forever.

When we sit down the conversation starts and it doesn’t stop. We are talking (and laughing) for hours. I find out he has recently moved back to Ohio after four years in Texas, my favorite place on the planet. He has passions: his motorcycle, his songwriting, his children, who are five and six. And then, the coffee long gone, we take a walk from Cup o’ Joe into the Short North. We window shop, eat ice cream and when it’s time to get back to Benjamin he tells me he’d like to see me again.

And so it began…

—-

And here we are, kissing on my couch.

The butterflies are there, the lead weights are there. Everything is there and I have absolutely no reservations, no compromises, no settlements. I also have to stand corrected. On the Prince Charming stuff. While I don’t need to be rescued in any way, he definitely exists because, I have found mine.

To prevent any worries on your end, my sweet readers, because I know some of you may be thinking–that I am insane or that my body has been taken hostage by dopamine and other chemically, or hormonally induced forces… there will be no rushing the children into things. As badly as we want everyone to meet, introductions will be made slowly, very slowly. Like a month from now slowly. And even then we will be friends who have play dates once a week or bi-weekly.

We have both learned in the past that being a single parent dating requires patience and planning.

Prince Charming can kiss my ass.

I am a 29 year old, divorced single mom. I left my husband when my son was just four months old. I started this blog one year later.

During that first year, I was hunting – searching for someone to rescue me. Then something happened. I opened my eyes and realized that I didn’t need a man at all, I just wanted one. There’s a big difference.

When you are a single mom, juggling a full-time job and raising a child or children – it’s hard to find time to paint your toenails, let alone go out on a date. We don’t have time for rules or drama. We also look at men differently. They could look hot in that pair of jeans but will they be a good father? Would they be a good husband?

And then there’s that whole raising a little human by yourself thing.

This isn’t easy. There aren’t any clear answers.

We can’t make it all go away but we can make it better – piece by piece, day by day. And in the meantime we can keep each other company.

Thanks for reading and please e-mail me with any questions or issues you’d like me to write about at mssinglemama@gmail.com.

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Jessica Alba and Cash Warren tied the knot this weekend in a private ceremony. She’s expecting their baby girl in just a few weeks now.

I’ve written about this before … about celebrities, or just us plain old folks, who get married after happy accidents – i.e. pregnancy, or in my case, getting busted by the INS. Is the idea of being a single mom really that scary? That instead of just staying with your boyfriend, you make it official and permanent with marriage – just because you’re pregnant?

So many marriages are the result of an accidental pregnancy. Being a single parent is really not that

I can’t see inside of their relationship and I am not judging, I’m just posing a question:


Jessica Alba and Cash Warren tied the knot this weekend in a private ceremony. She’s expecting their baby girl in just a few weeks now.

I’ve written about this before … about celebrities, or just us plain old folks, who get married after happy accidents – i.e. pregnancy, or in my case, getting busted by the INS. Is the idea of being a single mom really that scary? That instead of just staying with your boyfriend, you make it official and permanent with marriage – just because you’re pregnant?

So many marriages are the result of an accidental pregnancy. Being a single parent is really not that

I can’t see inside of their relationship and I am not judging, I’m just posing a question:
I love Spring.

I love it for the obvious reasons. Spring cleaning with the windows open. Flowers blooming. New beginnings. And the icing on the cake? Topless male runners.

Should half-naked, sweating, hot as hell men be allowed to run down the sidewalks next to busy streets? I could crash. Seriously. It’s dangerous. What would happen if women did it? And guys if you think it’s different, you’re wrong. Because seeing a hot as hell guy with his shirt off is quite the treat for us ladies.

What’s wrong with me? I’m a mother for crying out loud! I can’t believe I’m even writing this.

I’m not supposed be checking guys out like this. And doing it from my car? It’s not like I could even get their numbers? I could start throwing paper airplanes at them. Or maybe bottles of water. Would that work?

Torture. Pure torture.

I could teach Benjamin to throw cookies at them. Or I could just roll down the car window and let him shout at them, “Hi! Hi! Hi!”

He does this to every one he sees. In stores, on streets, at the park and even from the car window. Doesn’t matter who you are. A hobo, a CEO, a goth dude, an old Russian lady – he’ll should “Hi!” repeatedly until you say “Hi” back. Convenient if I want to say “Hi” too.  ;  )

How do you pick up men? Do you pick up men? Guys, how do you pick us up? Secrets or tips anyone? Dish them please.
I’ve been a single mom for 14 months now. But, technically, it’s been 27 months if you count … my pregnancy and my son’s first 4 months. I do because my husband was useless. He was actually a negative force and made things harder rather than easier. Which, of course, is why I left him. I often tell people, “being a single mom is easier than being a mom who is married to a jerk off husband.”

Of course, I edit the word “jerk off” depending on the company I’m in. Jerk off can be replaced with asshole, dick fuck or if I’m around old people – mean.

Now, 14 months after leaving him, my life is back in order.

I have a massive credit card debt to clean up and of course, a child to raise, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. So I’ve been dating. And it has been, to say the least, an incredible pain in the ass. Lots of ups, lots of downs. I’ve been asking myself – why am I so desperate to find someone?

Because it’s so hard to be alone? Yes. It is hard to be alone but I have never really liked being tied down and there’s no sense in rushing it just because I have a son. That is why I do feel rushed though – I think to myself – he’s only getting older. Soon he’s going to realize that he doesn’t have a dad. It’s just so hard. So I’m torn between the fact that in order to find someone there will be trials and errors. I just don’t want too many errors.

So what I’m discovering is that I am like a super speed dater. I date them and then eliminate them. But then I find myself getting eliminated also and that’s hard. If there are any games of cat and mouse. Any dating bull shit I get confused. Because I’m living in a very, very real world and dating bachelors who aren’t. Yes, their worlds are “real” but theirs are so far from my reality and often the two realities don’t mix. I’ve dated all kinds. The men who admit they have no idea what it could possibly be like and then there are the men who claim to know everything about raising a baby. This supreme knowledge came from caring for a friend’s baby or from watching over a niece or nephew. I think a nice in between guy would be ideal. But for anyone to say they know everything about babies when they haven’t even had their own is just completely audacious. But – they’re out there!

Last night I scooped Benjamin up out of his bed and took him into mine. I seldom do this because I want him to be a “good” all-night bed sleeper. But last night, I just couldn’t resist. I needed to cuddle with him and feel his little breaths on my face. And we both woke up feeling completely refreshed. He looked at me and smiled. A big, sunny smile and then he took his finger and stuck it right up my nose. Now, that’s what true love is really all about. How many men can really make me laugh that hard? Until I find one that can, it’s just going to be me and my little man.
I’ve been a single mom for 14 months now. But, technically, it’s been 27 months if you count … my pregnancy and my son’s first 4 months. I do because my husband was useless. He was actually a negative force and made things harder rather than easier. Which, of course, is why I left him. I often tell people, “being a single mom is easier than being a mom who is married to a jerk off husband.”

Of course, I edit the word “jerk off” depending on the company I’m in. Jerk off can be replaced with asshole, dick fuck or if I’m around old people – mean.

Now, 14 months after leaving him, my life is back in order.

I have a massive credit card debt to clean up and of course, a child to raise, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. So I’ve been dating. And it has been, to say the least, an incredible pain in the ass. Lots of ups, lots of downs. I’ve been asking myself – why am I so desperate to find someone?

Because it’s so hard to be alone? Yes. It is hard to be alone but I have never really liked being tied down and there’s no sense in rushing it just because I have a son. That is why I do feel rushed though – I think to myself – he’s only getting older. Soon he’s going to realize that he doesn’t have a dad. It’s just so hard. So I’m torn between the fact that in order to find someone there will be trials and errors. I just don’t want too many errors.

So what I’m discovering is that I am like a super speed dater. I date them and then eliminate them. But then I find myself getting eliminated also and that’s hard. If there are any games of cat and mouse. Any dating bull shit I get confused. Because I’m living in a very, very real world and dating bachelors who aren’t. Yes, their worlds are “real” but theirs are so far from my reality and often the two realities don’t mix. I’ve dated all kinds. The men who admit they have no idea what it could possibly be like and then there are the men who claim to know everything about raising a baby. This supreme knowledge came from caring for a friend’s baby or from watching over a niece or nephew. I think a nice in between guy would be ideal. But for anyone to say they know everything about babies when they haven’t even had their own is just completely audacious. But – they’re out there!

Last night I scooped Benjamin up out of his bed and took him into mine. I seldom do this because I want him to be a “good” all-night bed sleeper. But last night, I just couldn’t resist. I needed to cuddle with him and feel his little breaths on my face. And we both woke up feeling completely refreshed. He looked at me and smiled. A big, sunny smile and then he took his finger and stuck it right up my nose. Now, that’s what true love is really all about. How many men can really make me laugh that hard? Until I find one that can, it’s just going to be me and my little man.

Once upon a time, before I became a single mom, I got married…

wedding-dress

And then my Prince Charming turned into a frog.

After marriage counseling, much soul ringing and yet another really nasty fight I decided it would be better to raise my four month old son alone than in that environment. So I packed up my things and left my husband, my career and my friends to move in with my mother and become a single mother.

During my first year as a single mom, I was hunting – searching for someone to rescue me.

Then something happened.

I opened my eyes and realized that I didn’t need a man at all, I just wanted one. There’s a big difference.

One year, many bad dates and a new apartment later I started this blog about being a single mom… everything that followed is documented here. Start at the beginning , watch my videos or catch up with a copy of Ms. Single Mama Uncensored: Dating, Sex and Love, a 120 page eBook that includes all of the back stories and juicy secrets you won’t find on my blog.

Characters

The Love of My Life – Benjamin

About-Ben

My true Prince Charming, Benjamin is now 5 years old. And, even though being a single mom is by far the most challenging circumstance anyone can imagine – I’d never want it any other way, and he’s the reason why.

The Single Mom – Alaina, aka Ms. Single Mama

I’m a single mom but I’m also a single woman, a writer, a novice photographer and a blogger. My fans call me inspirational and refreshing while my haters call me “a disgrace to my gender” and a bunch of other things too nasty to publish. I’ll let you decide what you think, but if you’re a total jerk there’s a good chance I’ll delete your comment – because the world has enough negative energy already.

My Man – Mr. Single Dad

He’s tall, he’s dark, he’s handsome and he’s absolutely wonderful. In fact, I had accepted the fact that he may never show up and had become quite content with that fact. That’s part of the reason why, I suppose, that we found each other. Love is really only possible if you love yourself first. And then… if you’re lucky, you’ll meet someone who compliments you – not completes you.

It’s only fitting that he is also a single parent. See more pictures of us here. Read about how we met here. And – update – how we got married here.

—–

My eBook (for free).

All you have to do is become a Facebook fan. Details are here.

The Next Chapter: Read Beauty and the Biker

Seth and I, now happily married, blog about blending our families at BeautyandtheBiker.com. See you there!

Media & Stuff

Past media appearances/interviews include:

Questions?

Start with my Frequently Asked Questions page.

My Business

Working for other people made it hard to leave work when Benjamin was sick or to even leave right at 5:00 to pick him up from school. So I started my own business. So far, very good.

Visit Cement Marketing.com, my Web Development, Search Engine Optimization and Social Marketing firm in Columbus Ohio for my blog on social and search marketing.

—-

Really? I’ll take it.

My blog was listed as one of the Top 100 Must-Read Blogs by Women by Blogtreprenuer.com.

Guaranteed Addictive
I’ve been a single mom for 14 months now. But, technically, it’s been 27 months if you count … my pregnancy and my son’s first 4 months. I do because my husband was useless. He was actually a negative force and made things harder rather than easier. Which, of course, is why I left him. I often tell people, “being a single mom is easier than being a mom who is married to a jerk off husband.”

Of course, I edit the word “jerk off” depending on the company I’m in. Jerk off can be replaced with asshole, dick fuck or if I’m around old people – mean.

Now, 14 months after leaving him, my life is back in order.

I have a massive credit card debt to clean up and of course, a child to raise, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. So I’ve been dating. And it has been, to say the least, an incredible pain in the ass. Lots of ups, lots of downs. I’ve been asking myself – why am I so desperate to find someone?

Because it’s so hard to be alone? Yes. It is hard to be alone but I have never really liked being tied down and there’s no sense in rushing it just because I have a son. That is why I do feel rushed though – I think to myself – he’s only getting older. Soon he’s going to realize that he doesn’t have a dad. It’s just so hard. So I’m torn between the fact that in order to find someone there will be trials and errors. I just don’t want too many errors.

So what I’m discovering is that I am like a super speed dater. I date them and then eliminate them. But then I find myself getting eliminated also and that’s hard. If there are any games of cat and mouse. Any dating bull shit I get confused. Because I’m living in a very, very real world and dating bachelors who aren’t. Yes, their worlds are “real” but theirs are so far from my reality and often the two realities don’t mix. I’ve dated all kinds. The men who admit they have no idea what it could possibly be like and then there are the men who claim to know everything about raising a baby. This supreme knowledge came from caring for a friend’s baby or from watching over a niece or nephew. I think a nice in between guy would be ideal. But for anyone to say they know everything about babies when they haven’t even had their own is just completely audacious. But – they’re out there!

Last night I scooped Benjamin up out of his bed and took him into mine. I seldom do this because I want him to be a “good” all-night bed sleeper. But last night, I just couldn’t resist. I needed to cuddle with him and feel his little breaths on my face. And we both woke up feeling completely refreshed. He looked at me and smiled. A big, sunny smile and then he took his finger and stuck it right up my nose. Now, that’s what true love is really all about. How many men can really make me laugh that hard? Until I find one that can, it’s just going to be me and my little man.

Once upon a time, before I became a single mom, I got married…

wedding-dress

And then my Prince Charming turned into a frog.

After marriage counseling, much soul ringing and yet another really nasty fight I decided it would be better to raise my four month old son alone than in that environment. So I packed up my things and left my husband, my career and my friends to move in with my mother and become a single mother.

During my first year as a single mom, I was hunting – searching for someone to rescue me.

Then something happened.

I opened my eyes and realized that I didn’t need a man at all, I just wanted one. There’s a big difference.

One year, many bad dates and a new apartment later I started this blog about being a single mom… everything that followed is documented here. Start at the beginning , watch my videos or catch up with a copy of Ms. Single Mama Uncensored: Dating, Sex and Love, a 120 page eBook that includes all of the back stories and juicy secrets you won’t find on my blog.

Characters

The Love of My Life – Benjamin

About-Ben

My true Prince Charming, Benjamin is now 5 years old. And, even though being a single mom is by far the most challenging circumstance anyone can imagine – I’d never want it any other way, and he’s the reason why.

The Single Mom – Alaina, aka Ms. Single Mama

I’m a single mom but I’m also a single woman, a writer, a novice photographer and a blogger. My fans call me inspirational and refreshing while my haters call me “a disgrace to my gender” and a bunch of other things too nasty to publish. I’ll let you decide what you think, but if you’re a total jerk there’s a good chance I’ll delete your comment – because the world has enough negative energy already.

My Man – Mr. Single Dad

He’s tall, he’s dark, he’s handsome and he’s absolutely wonderful. In fact, I had accepted the fact that he may never show up and had become quite content with that fact. That’s part of the reason why, I suppose, that we found each other. Love is really only possible if you love yourself first. And then… if you’re lucky, you’ll meet someone who compliments you – not completes you.

It’s only fitting that he is also a single parent. See more pictures of us here. Read about how we met here. And – update – how we got married here.

—–

My eBook (for free).

All you have to do is become a Facebook fan. Details are here.

The Next Chapter: Read Beauty and the Biker

Seth and I, now happily married, blog about blending our families at BeautyandtheBiker.com. See you there!

Media & Stuff

Past media appearances/interviews include:

Questions?

Start with my Frequently Asked Questions page.

My Business

Working for other people made it hard to leave work when Benjamin was sick or to even leave right at 5:00 to pick him up from school. So I started my own business. So far, very good.

Visit Cement Marketing.com, my Web Development, Search Engine Optimization and Social Marketing firm in Columbus Ohio for my blog on social and search marketing.

—-

Really? I’ll take it.

My blog was listed as one of the Top 100 Must-Read Blogs by Women by Blogtreprenuer.com.

Guaranteed Addictive
Single Mom blogger, Alaina, Ms. Single Mama
I’ve been a single mom for 14 months now. But, technically, it’s been 27 months if you count … my pregnancy and my son’s first 4 months. I do because my husband was useless. He was actually a negative force and made things harder rather than easier. Which, of course, is why I left him. I often tell people, “being a single mom is easier than being a mom who is married to a jerk off husband.”

Of course, I edit the word “jerk off” depending on the company I’m in. Jerk off can be replaced with asshole, dick fuck or if I’m around old people – mean.

Now, 14 months after leaving him, my life is back in order.

I have a massive credit card debt to clean up and of course, a child to raise, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. So I’ve been dating. And it has been, to say the least, an incredible pain in the ass. Lots of ups, lots of downs. I’ve been asking myself – why am I so desperate to find someone?

Because it’s so hard to be alone? Yes. It is hard to be alone but I have never really liked being tied down and there’s no sense in rushing it just because I have a son. That is why I do feel rushed though – I think to myself – he’s only getting older. Soon he’s going to realize that he doesn’t have a dad. It’s just so hard. So I’m torn between the fact that in order to find someone there will be trials and errors. I just don’t want too many errors.

So what I’m discovering is that I am like a super speed dater. I date them and then eliminate them. But then I find myself getting eliminated also and that’s hard. If there are any games of cat and mouse. Any dating bull shit I get confused. Because I’m living in a very, very real world and dating bachelors who aren’t. Yes, their worlds are “real” but theirs are so far from my reality and often the two realities don’t mix. I’ve dated all kinds. The men who admit they have no idea what it could possibly be like and then there are the men who claim to know everything about raising a baby. This supreme knowledge came from caring for a friend’s baby or from watching over a niece or nephew. I think a nice in between guy would be ideal. But for anyone to say they know everything about babies when they haven’t even had their own is just completely audacious. But – they’re out there!

Last night I scooped Benjamin up out of his bed and took him into mine. I seldom do this because I want him to be a “good” all-night bed sleeper. But last night, I just couldn’t resist. I needed to cuddle with him and feel his little breaths on my face. And we both woke up feeling completely refreshed. He looked at me and smiled. A big, sunny smile and then he took his finger and stuck it right up my nose. Now, that’s what true love is really all about. How many men can really make me laugh that hard? Until I find one that can, it’s just going to be me and my little man.

Once upon a time, before I became a single mom, I got married…

wedding-dress

And then my Prince Charming turned into a frog.

After marriage counseling, much soul ringing and yet another really nasty fight I decided it would be better to raise my four month old son alone than in that environment. So I packed up my things and left my husband, my career and my friends to move in with my mother and become a single mother.

During my first year as a single mom, I was hunting – searching for someone to rescue me.

Then something happened.

I opened my eyes and realized that I didn’t need a man at all, I just wanted one. There’s a big difference.

One year, many bad dates and a new apartment later I started this blog about being a single mom… everything that followed is documented here. Start at the beginning , watch my videos or catch up with a copy of Ms. Single Mama Uncensored: Dating, Sex and Love, a 120 page eBook that includes all of the back stories and juicy secrets you won’t find on my blog.

Characters

The Love of My Life – Benjamin

About-Ben

My true Prince Charming, Benjamin is now 5 years old. And, even though being a single mom is by far the most challenging circumstance anyone can imagine – I’d never want it any other way, and he’s the reason why.

The Single Mom – Alaina, aka Ms. Single Mama

I’m a single mom but I’m also a single woman, a writer, a novice photographer and a blogger. My fans call me inspirational and refreshing while my haters call me “a disgrace to my gender” and a bunch of other things too nasty to publish. I’ll let you decide what you think, but if you’re a total jerk there’s a good chance I’ll delete your comment – because the world has enough negative energy already.

My Man – Mr. Single Dad

He’s tall, he’s dark, he’s handsome and he’s absolutely wonderful. In fact, I had accepted the fact that he may never show up and had become quite content with that fact. That’s part of the reason why, I suppose, that we found each other. Love is really only possible if you love yourself first. And then… if you’re lucky, you’ll meet someone who compliments you – not completes you.

It’s only fitting that he is also a single parent. See more pictures of us here. Read about how we met here. And – update – how we got married here.

—–

My eBook (for free).

All you have to do is become a Facebook fan. Details are here.

The Next Chapter: Read Beauty and the Biker

Seth and I, now happily married, blog about blending our families at BeautyandtheBiker.com. See you there!

Media & Stuff

Past media appearances/interviews include:

Questions?

Start with my Frequently Asked Questions page.

My Business

Working for other people made it hard to leave work when Benjamin was sick or to even leave right at 5:00 to pick him up from school. So I started my own business. So far, very good.

Visit Cement Marketing.com, my Web Development, Search Engine Optimization and Social Marketing firm in Columbus Ohio for my blog on social and search marketing.

—-

Really? I’ll take it.

My blog was listed as one of the Top 100 Must-Read Blogs by Women by Blogtreprenuer.com.

Guaranteed Addictive
Single Mom blogger, Alaina, Ms. Single Mama
He holds my face in his hands and says before kissing me, “Are you feeling this?”

“Yes,” I answer, relieved. “It’s not just me, then?”

“No. It’s not just you,” he says.

“Has this ever happened to you before?” I ask.

“Nope.” He smiles into my eyes.

“Me neither.”

But we just met. This is only our second date.

How is this possible? How can we both be feeling what we’re feeling? Is this purely driven by our physical attraction to one another? Definitely not, I’ve felt that before–this is something entirely different. And I was attracted to him before I even met him. This is something I can’t describe and all of my skepticism all of my cynicism, all of my doubts that love like this exists in the world is immediately gone.

And I can say that this is worth everything preceding it, no matter what follows…

——

The first time I see him it is through the glare of my laptop screen.

I am smiling as I look at his profile pictures. My smile is almost obtrusive because I can’t make it stop. “Why are you smiling like this?” I say out loud. “Stop. Seriously, this is ridiculous. It’s just a profile.” But I can’t. I am talking to myself and smiling and struck.

There he is.

All smiles himself with lovely dark eyes that are smiling even when he is not, the outline of his dimples showing through his beard. In one picture he is holding his daughter on his lap, she one of two children he mentions in his profile.

“They’re incredible. And tiring. And funny. And totally worth all the hard work.”

I scan his stats.

He’s 6’3″, clearly gorgeous, gainfully employed in a position he loves. And then there’s his smile. And my smile. The one that is still on my face. Obtrusive and still there, five minutes later.

What is going on? This is nuts.

I had logged on that afternoon to delete my account on OkCupid.com. I had gone on one really awkward date and couldn’t bear the thought of going on anymore. It would be a waste of time. And I don’t want a man that badly. Not bad enough to do that again.

Before deleting my account I stopped, noticing a stock pile of inbound messages. Hmmmm…. who were these from? I scanned the inbox. Nah, nope, gross! And then there was his face and a message.

Evidently we’re 0% match, 41% friend, and 50% enemy. I think that’s pretty funny, because based on how you describe yourself and your “manperson”, I think we’d actually get along pretty well. So, guess I’m just saying Hi, and I’d like to talk sometime.

Keep being awesome.

We find out later we were 50% enemy because I hadn’t taken the time to properly fill out my profile. I write back immediately and after a few exchanges we have made a Saturday coffee date.

That day I can’t think about much else and after Benjamin marches off to Margaret’s house across the street, she’s my soul mate single mama neighbor, without whom I don’t know what I would do. We both trade our children back and forth all weekend, every weekend. This is one of those times and she’s happily acquired Benjamin so I can get dressed. But I can’t get dressed.

This never happens to me. Sure, I have trouble deciding on what to wear, but in this instance I am literally unable to even find something, anything to wear. The butterflies aren’t just flying around in my stomach–they are throwing punches. I end up electing to be on time rather than super cute and choose an old sweater over a t-shirt. Completely boring but at this point, this is a huge win–at least I am dressed.

On paper he is everything.

But what will he be like in person?

When I walk in, I see him on the couch. He jumps up and greets me and I can tell he’s just as nervous. He’s taller than I imagined. It’s not every day that six foot, three men are standing before you. His face is warm, sweet, kind and interesting. And in an instant I can tell that he has lived and survived through pain, real pain. The pain of divorce, the pain of raising two children through that. He is equally as strong as he is sensitive and caring. A dad, through and through. I immediately like him and feel like I’ve known him forever.

When we sit down the conversation starts and it doesn’t stop. We are talking (and laughing) for hours. I find out he has recently moved back to Ohio after four years in Texas, my favorite place on the planet. He has passions: his motorcycle, his songwriting, his children, who are five and six. And then, the coffee long gone, we take a walk from Cup o’ Joe into the Short North. We window shop, eat ice cream and when it’s time to get back to Benjamin he tells me he’d like to see me again.

And so it began…

—-

And here we are, kissing on my couch.

The butterflies are there, the lead weights are there. Everything is there and I have absolutely no reservations, no compromises, no settlements. I also have to stand corrected. On the Prince Charming stuff. While I don’t need to be rescued in any way, he definitely exists because, I have found mine.

To prevent any worries on your end, my sweet readers, because I know some of you may be thinking–that I am insane or that my body has been taken hostage by dopamine and other chemically, or hormonally induced forces… there will be no rushing the children into things. As badly as we want everyone to meet, introductions will be made slowly, very slowly. Like a month from now slowly. And even then we will be friends who have play dates once a week or bi-weekly.

We have both learned in the past that being a single parent dating requires patience and planning.

Prince Charming can kiss my ass.

I am a 29 year old, divorced single mom. I left my husband when my son was just four months old. I started this blog one year later.

During that first year, I was hunting – searching for someone to rescue me. Then something happened. I opened my eyes and realized that I didn’t need a man at all, I just wanted one. There’s a big difference.

When you are a single mom, juggling a full-time job and raising a child or children – it’s hard to find time to paint your toenails, let alone go out on a date. We don’t have time for rules or drama. We also look at men differently. They could look hot in that pair of jeans but will they be a good father? Would they be a good husband?

And then there’s that whole raising a little human by yourself thing.

This isn’t easy. There aren’t any clear answers.

We can’t make it all go away but we can make it better – piece by piece, day by day. And in the meantime we can keep each other company.

Thanks for reading and please e-mail me with any questions or issues you’d like me to write about at mssinglemama@gmail.com.

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Prince Charming can kiss my ass.

I am a 29 year old, divorced single mom. I left my husband when my son was just four months old. I started this blog one year later.

During that first year, I was hunting – searching for someone to rescue me. Then something happened. I opened my eyes and realized that I didn’t need a man at all, I just wanted one. There’s a big difference.

When you are a single mom, juggling a full-time job and raising a child or children – it’s hard to find time to paint your toenails, let alone go out on a date. We don’t have time for rules or drama. We also look at men differently. They could look hot in that pair of jeans but will they be a good father? Would they be a good husband?

And then there’s that whole raising a little human by yourself thing.

This isn’t easy. There aren’t any clear answers.

We can’t make it all go away but we can make it better – piece by piece, day by day. And in the meantime we can keep each other company.

Thanks for reading and please e-mail me with any questions or issues you’d like me to write about at mssinglemama@gmail.com.

Thanks to all of you – my amazing readers – my blog was listed as one of the Top 100 Must-Read Blogs by Women by Blogtreprenuer.com. You rock. Thanks for being here.

If you’re a single mom looking for dating advice click here.

A video for the dating single moms.

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Monday night is my one free night of the week.

It’s the night Benjamin’s father comes. So, I get to go out and have a worry-free night. This week was Monday night #3 with the new man person in my life. I put on my super-hot outfit, kissed Benjamin good-bye and left. He and his father were jumping up and down in the living room jamming to the Fratellis and all was right in the world. Time for this single mom to have some fun!

My date was interesting, to say the least.

I really like this guy and we have major potential but in the past three weeks I have been over-calling him and freaking out. This is new to me. I never used to be like this. I would play by “the rules” and carry out the proper dating etiquette. But, I head out, determined to have a great date and to try and forget all of the crazy confusion I’ve been feeling.

This desperation I’m feeling comes and goes, but when I have a man in my sights I just freak out – thinking – this could be it. It could all be over. Mr. Prince Charming is finally here. I build them up in my minds, then they come crashing down and – poof – he turns into a frog. That aside…

The night develops and he basically calls me out on my nervousness. I tell him – “Every second I spend with you is time spent away from my son and my friends. I only have one or two nights out a week. So I have to know it’s heading somewhere.”

He looks at me and kisses me.

Tells me I look stunningly beautiful and my knees buckle. I’m lost, gone. So far away from mommy land. We finish up our night of bar hopping and head back to his place. I was so caught up in the moment that I left my purse down in his kitchen and didn’t hear the several missed calls from my ex. Woke up in the morning, had more amazing sex, and then dashed home. My mascara running down my eyes, my outfit still hot but wrinkled and smelling of bar smoke.

“What am I doing?” I ask myself. But, I have to do this. If I don’t do this dating thing and if I don’t have time to spend with someone how will I ever actually end up with someone? So I’m rationalizing, justifying and feeling incredibly guilty the entire way home.

I walk inside and there is my Ex, with some horrible news.

“Benjamin puked twice last night.” What!!!???? He has never puked in his little life and I wasn’t there. But, Benjamin survived the experience and so did his father. I feel like an awful mother though for not being there…but at the same time I feel refreshed and happy because I had such an amazing time last night. I don’t think I’m alone. Feeling torn goes with the territory of singlemomdom…ultimately we will have to test men out in order to find one.

UPDATE

The little fling with this particular man person ended less than one week later. Why? I told him about Benjamin puking and he didn’t even bother to ask how he was feeling. Red flag. Weak in the knees or not, I don’t want a man who doesn’t care or even pretend to care about my son.

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Kelly October 17, 2010 at 1:30 am

So true! Last line of this entry. I don’t want a man who doesn’t care or even pretend to care about my son.

Thank you for sharing.

Kelly

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Max January 5, 2011 at 9:36 pm

This is what I’m talking about, you are insane.
Reasons sane people won’t ask after your kid;
1. He’s known you for a total of 4 evenings. Presumably he’s never met the kid.
2. Kids puke all the time, it’s no big deal.
3. Why did you even bring this topic up to the guy you’re dating?
4. The kid already has two parents to look after him.
5. Obviously the kid is fine or you would not be spending time talking to this guy (or you would have mentioned something is wrong).

And I don’t have time to cover the sheer madness and insulting remark you made to him that things have to be heading somewhere. Add a kick in the pants to that earlier slap (figuratively of course – the literal version would be 20 years of Common-Sense School).

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Same guy April 26, 2011 at 9:57 pm

I agree with Max. I guess the new “rule” while dating a single mom is that, guy should fake sincerity about “how is kid’ etc.. nice way to form your own red flags . but then again, it’s good for you if it works for you.

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Rosalyn May 13, 2011 at 2:31 am

I am not looking forward to “testing them out….to find one” ugh.

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linda January 29, 2013 at 12:26 am

this is so hard !! i got a baby and her dad really hurt me, i just want to know if im ever going to be happy with another man, i mean, how do you get there?? obviously at first there’s a lot of fear but how do u get to be ok and move on? i feel no man is ever gonna marry me, i need help

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John May 19, 2013 at 12:30 am

I will not date anymore single moms. You all think your kids !@#$ doesn’t stink.

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Where does a single dad meet a single mom, I will only date a single mom cause they know what its like being a parent, but where are they????

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